Friday, October 29, 2004
todae i woke up at 7 just to tell my mom tat i am dining out, and when back to slp, but check my poor fone was still charging, and saw 1 message received, was scared, and when back to sleep, and set my alarm to 9.30 so tat i can call my sister to tell her to call the tele marketing company, so i woke up at 9.30, and rang her hse and hp, for fucking 30 mins, was so pissed, wanted to go back to sleep, den fucking stomach, make me shit 3 times, until i as so weak, and when back to sleep, den hse fone rang again, was my bud, i took my hp with me, and told her -imu- sms back, she asked me to c, i was like no.. den she asked me to forward to her fast, so tat she can help me c, i was like forget it i will do it myself, and saw -imu- sms, she replied me at 7:58:44 am, and after that i asked her a question, she nv replied me? what was that supposed to mean man? becoz she isn't a rude gal i know, i was like half- dead toking to my bud, she still can ask me why am i so tired? although we slept around the same time ytd, but wat she did was playing games, feed dogs, kana nag by grandma.. me!! i was hell outside like 9 am, walking to my sis hse, den took a long fucking ride to changi airport, den cyrus called said there's a shoe promoter, so we nv went for the 2nd interview in the airport, but instead to ubi road, for the shoe interview, took a puff before like going back to amk, the cigarette was like fucking crooked can, coz its like in my sling, hahaha, funni ya, den went to town, tot that borders would have jobs for us, we went to the music department first, went around listening to songs, some songs are just so dumb, the cover was like dead alive thing, den i listened to one disc said in red: Be caution, don't get scared by the song sort of thing, i was like dumb la, its not scared and find it rather holy instead man, den went to the counter to asked the man, he said the interview ws ended last week, wat the fuck right.. den we miss SI becoz of the 'thing' and plus i have walked 5 times from wisma to fareast and to cinnileisure, nv rest, so hw can my dumb bud compared man...
Den i put down the fone with my bud coz i reallli to tired, went some where far to slp, when to the master bed room, 12 plus nearly 1, my sis called me, asked me wanna go down to amk station to get a factory job there, went there, fuck la, the guy tot we invisible izzit, we did asked me can, so screwed, i pulled my sis with me to take train, to kovan, met my gp and hanny, gp look rather pretty, she said i was kinda smart, coz i'm like wearing button shirt, becoz i tot we'll be miting later, so tot will go monks, but nv, she is with hanny, nvm, coz she v long nv meet hanny ya, so left them alone and went to kovan with sister, nv saw anione i noe there, peace, haha. went to take fags from sis, smoke with sister, den later smoke with sis again on the stairs.. bud called, shit my hp spoiling soon man, [ppl, this part is dry la], lets skip it.
Went to sister hse for dinner, we bought sparkling juice and some chips, ate her mom home-cooked food, was delicious man, drank sparkling juice, not bad, sat down and watch vcd, and someone message me.. guess who? its little kid, she fell down from the stairs, and injured her toes, kinda poor thing and drama to me la, every dae she bound to get injured, i don mean to mistrust her, but why will someone get injured everydae??? are u trying to get more of my attention? just becoz i asked u ytd whether -imu- is sick? and u replied like i think so? wat happen to the 2 of u? am i the prob? i noe u like me.. i do like u too.. but the things u do, make my frenz suspicion of u get higher, and makes me ponder wat u trying to do.. becoz i find that its not funni to scare ur love ones.. although i maybe a sadist, and if this is the way u trying to do, it makes me scared of u more.. scared to like u, when at first i do like u, and now i have been thinking abt -imu- and not u.. u scared me...
i want to know why u nv reply my nxt sms?
i want to know wat u thinking?
i want u to noe i still love u?
i want to tell u, i still want u back..
but i got no courage, becoz u hurt me once
And now i am confused with u and little kid..
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