Thursday, October 28, 2004
profile abt c-jae
cjae is a damned naive bung man, and innocent [i nv do anithing with gals], shy, a real dumb bung man, mental,a real sadist man,humorous [one to this bud of mine call juicy onli] also when it is real funny den everyone laugh, but this bud of mine, reali have lots of like laughing cells ya, nearly forgoteen i have v bad memories man, i will take maybe the whole dae to think again wat u tok to me last night .. i am a easily psycho person man, a damned emo too,a good listener, but a bad advisor, quite a lucky boy to my gp, a good punch bag, won't easily get cranky [think so] but must limit ya, v thick skinned, i am really naive man, but i do realli hate this word, becoz i am 16 so long, first time i heard from my sis and frenz saying me naive, OMG.. and rather dumb too, these are really my weak points main so must write it out and remind myself, but i doubt there's ani use to me, becoz of my pea brains did absorb, but just don want to use it.. and me love to be free, as in i don like ppl to ask to much abt where mt whereabouts, becoz i felt spied,and i HATE insects like flys man, whenever they fly, they will either knock onto my nose or eyes.. weird man
todae, lets got right to the point of the story, i am psycho man, by this 2 ppl, sorri no offence to ppl who believe the christ, but i nearly said i going to believe the christ, they pyshco-ed me like when i was in sec one if i'm not wrong, was psycho-ed by this lady, and she asked me to go to their service, i went, for so long now, den i noe that i went for a johovah service, and when for their bible study some more, OMG, i am so scared now man, i just prayed to god, just want god to make singapore a safe country after looking at the newspaper, and i noe, i am the god's worst creation, becoz, i am crook myself, i pray this to god becoz i want everyone in singapore to be fine and safe and sound, and i noe i will go to hell to suffer, i am not scared, wat i did when i am alive, is all sin, i shall take it back when i am dead too, i don't want god, the purest, the most innocent ppl to bear for me..
Heard that u're sick,
Donnoe to sms u, to ask ur fine or not,
i'm just confused,
should i?
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