Saturday, October 30, 2004
hmm, did not go any where todae, but stayed at hme, becoz its weekend, ppl, u shld noe, i don't usually like to go out on weekends, to me its a family dae, and moreover, been out like mon to friday, i'm sick of it, sort of, woke up abt 12 plus, on my hp, first saw, juicy message, said: c-jae, i'm bored, let's go out. I'm like, no, i want to stay at hm. she said like why must u stay at hme. i said: becoz i just want to stay at hme. she said:why?. at this point, i'm rather pissed [ no offence] but y must juice always asked so much qn?, 0_o, i just don't like it, u noe, [sorri realli no offence], even my mom don't ask me where i am, i don't find that u have the right to ask me that.. i noe, u're my frenz and bud, its like i will be safe, where ever i am, the most i will report to my gf, if i do have one, or my gp will ask me that onli.. i am not biased.. becoz i feel spied or uneasy when ppl ask me when i am?, why are u there?, what are u doing there?, i don't like it..
Another thing i don't like is, when i say i will sms u, i will, u need not need to sms me to tell me ur at my hse downstairs, becoz i need some time on my own, i don't like ppl to rush me on certain stuff, okay, u might be bored, but don't rush me, i will get cranky, and will make ur dae sucks too, That's c-jae la, she is totally dumb, with an attitude of that..
Something i hate abt myself is, i do get tired some ppl, if i c ya like mon to fri, and sat, have to c ya again, i will faint, becoz i think i c ya everydae, and u keep giving attitude.. and me trying v hard to make u laugh and try v hard to entertain u, i will get sick of it, and get cranky .. this is what i hate abt myself.. *must change man..
i miss u like crazy, u noe?
i still have feelings for u? u noe?
but i donnoe my feelings toward little kid and u?
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