Monday, November 01, 2004
I don't know wat time it is, but i heard my favourite song man.. its not the remix, its i don't wanna know, this song always describe my feelings man.. And eaamon too, F**k it.. When ever i asked my gp to hear, she will say something like that: y everytime u listen to radio, will listen to SUCH songs.. coz she think these songs bring my morale for love down, i think ya..
i find that, if no one remind me of -imu- or little kid, i don't really think of them.. what does this means? feeling fade? *scratch head, but when ppl say i will get agitated.. and wat does that mean too? but sometime something makes me reminds of the 2 of them but i noe either i can have one, or none.. *sigh, don want care la, i think its good to be single, and wait for my fruit, i saw this message b4, 'god will either say yes to your prayer, or no, or ask u to wait, so that he will give u the best'. Thats y i am waiting now.. think god will give me something better... impatient won't lead me to any where, as far as i noe, becoz i learnt my lesson twice..
And 1 thing i really need to do, maybe is realli have to do, is find juicy my bud, a bf as soon as possible man, if not, everydae she will call me, tell me things of what she feel, or ask me out la, or joy will call me every day to ask me out also, or call me to talk to me.. this 2 are a match man, but too bad one is sister, the other is straight, juicy like to depend on one friend alot, feel sad la, she and gp like not talking man, and also gp working, not like last time, got probs, can get it done straight away, but i noe, there will be a time we will sit down again and talk again... joy, he is v nice frenz, sometime donnoe how to reject him on somethings, also can say a fren always there for ya, but the weird probs in me is, i don't like ppl to stick to me to much, i will get sick of ya.. okay i think i mentioned it before.. just like some time i like to be alone..
hmmm, seems like very long never c gp like that, miss gp la. den miss alot of ppl at kovan macs, hmmm, don want to go there, coz wat for? so weird.. no school.. no need study, go there lik very dumb... shall blog till here, will continue tomorrow.. always unexpectd thing happen.. hahaha.. hope it will be good ones plsssss....
Never think of the 2 of u
what does that mean?
fading? can't be ya..
no point thinking so much?
do any of u miss me? :(
thats wat i am wondering?
the kiss of imu at