Saturday, January 22, 2005
`your just a guidance to me
im outa` ya
im myself
i listen to ya, becoz 17 yrs ago im such a pain in da ass` and also becoz without u.. arent me..
but im out`
wat u said has hurt me deep..
as im still ur gal though i don look like one
if ur not the one who bore me
i guess i wont give a damned..
or maybe a glance
now its my life
let me live it my way
so wat if i like gals [ not like, but mad abt em`]
so wat if im a bung`[im just a gal, with no whiner] [but i can be a better human den man]
[as i understand gals]
u despise me
but u act as if u don't [ for wat]
becoz i brought shame to u
if u don't like
just abandoned me
i can sae [ i don't really need u]
as im out`
i might be young n green.. but i have brain n a heart to learn anything
but am not scared of anything
coz life's like this [unfair]
your just like 'other ppl' giving me tat look when im in da public toilet
your just another gossiper [say smth n do it the other way]
i hate your tactic u deal with me
`money
tricky.wise.order.traditional.loveless.
i can sense u.. afta im outa` and grown
i stayed, so tat u wont feel bored..
but think back its a waste of my time
i rather use it on smth much impt..
coz i feel im like a wandering dog or some mental probs peeps
dat need to get coop up in S.P.C.A. or hougang chalet
u coop me up.. but leaving there.. wats ur point?
u onli concern is my work.myfood.myhealth.mylook.
if not u will be back to ur clothes? work? nags? tv?
hw impt am i to u?
*aches in da heart
*burns in da brain
*hatred in da eye
the kiss of imu at