love is in the air ♥

u noe wat excites me when i reached home? guess man? and thats my bloggie.. u noe why, coz got some passerby to entertain n clear the dust on my tagboard.. i love to fight with this loser man.. 'it' totally a loser man.. i feel so happie fighting with this coward-ed, annoying-ed, friendless loser man.. and this loser ar, noes me... tsk.. hmmm.. can sae quite well ar.. more to find out man..

i love passerby.. i love passerby..i love passerby.. i love passerby.. i love passrby.. i love passerby..i love passerby.. i love passerby.. i love passerby..

u brighten up my sad daes man..
u make me feel like im the champion..
u excite me everytime i go online, waiting for ur sweet reply..
everything abt u... makes me want u more man...

the kiss of imu at 9:54 PM .

todae is 22/2/2005, soooooo, its another normal dae, i totalli forgotten todae is my dae.. somemore tues!!! tues sux la.. so mani fucking lessons...
pundi brought the boots, im so thankful to her... but u noe wat.. i wore it, went so happily jumping arnd as i got the boots, training my shooting skills n my gal goal keep skill, wth, kick twice onli, shoes soles torn like siao.. i went to find pundi as she is with the counsellor.. i shouted:hanny!!! the shoes torn la.. her immediate reaction was like hahahahahaha.. laugh throughout.. no chioce as i cant wear my flip flops to kick soccer, if not u will c smth orangee keep flying upwards.. haha.. pundi was kind enough to acc me to buy soccer boots,i went there wanted to get $19.90 boots, went to c , no my size.. onli those 29.90 to 39.90.. den jackson working there.. so he intro some shoes.. act we said wanted this shoes.. den i rmbed todae is 22nd got pay! run to jubilee.. without telling him..hahaha.. came back.. he thought we ran away.. hahaha.. kuku la.. somemore he short tongue.. opps.. but he is quite a good sales assistance..

on our way back to sch, pundi asked me whether i got anione in mind? i said no la.. im so busy with soccer, Altimate deyain coming out, i participating.. no time to even look at gals man.. den i jokingly said ruby la... coz pundi co-worker.. so she told me, trying to help.. im thinking... i realli got no time for all this man.. my studies is like moderate... must study smart... nvm got pundi queen.. she will help me in my studies.. my saviour.. den we changed topic to running.. say her place there quite alot of gals..

i hate todae la.. i realli do.. feel like changing no. sia.. ppl will ask its ur fav. no. why wanna changed? i will said, the gal i loved most, i can gave up.. y cant my no. ?

my blog is my happiness.. but y is my happiness always become other ppl's happiness?
but wat is happiness? ur love ones make u happy? u w ur love one, u happi? wat is this?
am i supposed to find my own happiness? everyone say that? the sea is so deep, the mountains are forever high, the road never ending.. hw to find?

TO PASSERBY: HELO~.. UR REALLI SUCH A LOSER? SUCH AN IRRITATING, ANNOYING TRI- HORMONE.. SORRIE AS I DOUBT UR A GUY NOR A GAL EVEN A BEAST.. I THINK UR REALLI SO LONER THAT U HAVE NO FRENZ UNLIKE ME THAT U WANT TO IRRITATE MY FRENZ.. THANK U SO MUCH 'IT'.. U ARE SPICES TO OUR LIFE!! TRI-BUTT-HOLE

the kiss of imu at 9:17 PM .

helo~ blog.. erm, just want to type smth on my blog.. had soccer training like practically the whole of this week.. ouch* hurt by one of the player.. muscle pulls* but i have got confident for this sat competition.. the gals are good.. n cooperative.. but sad to sae im onli the chi dere.. anione wana join we need 2 more players? [sorrie my cells are coooked, why am i asking in my blog] obviously no one wants to join.. coz v few gals play soccer..

okay bye blog..
miss ya..
`out
doing hist notes..

the kiss of imu at 9:23 PM .

hmmm, after planning with em, juicy followed me home n i followed her to tm, far la.. but we took 22.. but v sleepy on the bus.. somemore i wore my pyjamas pants.. but wow, so mani ij gals... wanted to get no. but ya olone going up to a bunch of ijs, if u noe c-jae, she will either blushed like tomato or stammer like mr potato {lao fu zi}, den juicy asked joel to helped me take, luckily he didnt..den juicy act angry.. coz joel nv take, this is the couples dote..

wow again ytd went to orchard to support fishie n mommy..wa.. we are late n so are gp n hanny.. but they are the usuals.. used to it.. please don get offended.. hehe.. reached orchard at arnd 7, some of us hang ourselves at the fence there, watching the lame jc's ppl wearing pink, clapping with chopsticks.. famished n fucking bored la can, but i donnoe y juicy stil can read, den this bunch of 'lamers' like laughng at her, den i shouted shut up la! den all stare, den i kana hit by pundi queen, its reali none of their business right.. dying.. till cyrus came to rescue, asked us whether we want to go buy some food n munch on, and came beng leong, i took a puff from him, sleepy.. also becoz juicy sae i v long time nv smoke wat.. but in the end me n pundi did nt eat our burgers..

so after buying food, the show gonna start, we were like munching n munching the fries n coke.. den suddenly we saw ppl seating at the curb there.. so juicy suggested we shall climb tru... as we left the place, this fat auntie came in pushing us away, so rude can, den when the music came in right she also tried to dance in to.. juicy n hanny was like omg, blabbling abt her, juicy asked me to step her feet, but when i went near her, i can smell a stench coming out form her hair.. i told em, n we kept laughing... i promise if i grow old, either i shaved botak, or keep my hair, i will wash it at least 3 times a dae..

yeah, deyi band is out.. me, juicy, hanny, grace, sham, fishie's family we all shouting like mad women man.. everyone in front of us turned back n stare at us.. omg we are such baddies.. we made one of the baby cry.. coz we screamed too loud n stuff u noe.. but y do u want to bring a few mths old baby to such crowded n noisy place?

everything was fun n nice..

juicy asked me whether i have forgotten *u, i said: mostlly..
she sigh.. y? becoz we like each other but im giving up on u..
its not like we got no more chances..
i think just go with the flow..

den juicy keep asking me to go find a gf..
who wants me? im such a kuku bung..
let me heal my half heart first..
well c hw long it takes..

the kiss of imu at 11:41 PM .

haiz.. this few daes im weird la k.. stress in sch.. most happy lesson is P.E. man.. donnoe y.. i just love to kick balls or play balls.. maybe thats my onli good sub.. hahaha.. no... im not dumb yea.. hmmm todae 17 right... make a prank on my gp.. u noe what i did? haha i sae i went satead with little kid.. den hald of the dae she is like lost soul.. coz i keep sae next we go double date okay.. i miss her sia.. den call her lao po n stuff.. i think i shld kept the joke going on.. but i didnt.. coz she is like reali believe me lor... so juicy asked me to tell her the truth.. she gone mad also.. v happie.. v siao.. siao cha bo..

u noe wat? me n fishie gonna be the coach man.. huh? open mouth... thats one of the teacher's idea.. huh? me coach.. den we played captain balls with our juniors todae.. was so fun la... coz i keep defending this junior, until she c me she like ai yo u.. haha.. den i felt so big sia.. she is so small size n agile la.. i cant realli defend.. on grass i fell like siao, hit my mommy, on ground ar, i got 'butter fingers' my mommy gave me this name.. balls slip out oif my fingers man... and i also fall once, kana hit by someone on my small eyes.. so small liao still kana hit, so poor thing...

ahahaha i saw my crush at last, she look so cute la, so tanned so sweet la.. she is a trainee counsellor.. cyrus say she just joined our sch coz last yr don have her pic in it... maybe..

nowadaes ar, teachers gone mad, don like our class la..keep scolding somemore.. donnoe wats their fucking probs u noe.. don wana care..

todae went to ah lok's class to decorate the 4 ring's table.. den joy like oie y the sec 5 come in here, like so rude can.. we are frenz u noe.. we ignore him, he teared.. wa~ the gals dance in the class.. so sexy.. turns me on.. not em .. is the songs.. clubbing song la.. ooh i love it babes.. sorrie la joy.. take care.. if u c this.. ur dance is fabulous.. i salute u..

*heart aches when the night falls..
*memories always pops out that make my heart sank
*my head is determined.but my heart is not following..
*either i *u gave me back my half heart, or maybe maybe..

the kiss of imu at 9:37 PM .

some passerby got nth better to do sia.. use my buddy's name somemore.. are u trying to pissed one of us off? omg u have did it man.. did my foot.. we don't care.. just fuck off.. we are wondering who's this loser? so free.. must be one of me n juicy's reader man.. im so touched.. u read me n my bud's blog so much.. thank u for reading.. i realy appreciate it man...

todae still so tired.. lack of sleep.. sch was busy man, i hate tues.. i couldnt realli breathe.. everything just like no breaks.. first period was almost used by the st john they set fire on the 2nd floor, i couldnt c a thing when they saved the ppl.. makes me wanna sleep.. but didnt.. coz beng leong's in it.. they spent 3 daes doing this man.. there's an ambulance too.. so cool.. wa todae is ren ri also total defence dae.. but first period kana scolding sia.. by chinese teacher... no link lor.. the more he scold the more i feel like sleeping.. whining whining.. irritating... then ss... juicy's maths hmework kana confiscated..

den all other lessons like so boring.. makes me wanna sleep most is the mrs bird's lesson.. asked us to read some passage in the book.. make me so sleepy.. i don like her la..

me n fishie went to cut hair.. so style n cool man.. n we are selected to join the woman soccer's team.. wow so excited man.. so cool right..

saw jasline todae..
she smile till so bubbly.. so cute yea..
missed her the 1st time..
i got kuku eyes man.. hahaha

the kiss of imu at 9:47 PM .

helo~ blog miss u so much.. but due to my heart story thats y didnt update.. nth much to update also.. happie valentine day to all.. to all my pals, buddies, my gay, my frenz, my co- pet..
i got a g- string from my mommy.. hahahaha.. its so lacey.. so sexy... anione? sell it to u for like $6 bucks? jk man.. its not for sale.. coz from mommy.. i onli noe todae im a rudoph man.. when i turned arnd, loads of flower.. somemore i gave flowers to all my galfrenz n mommy..

had soulgarden with my grp.. hahaha.. keep taking photos using keith fone.. im fed with tons of chickens by nu ren n orange man.. so damned full.. bloated..

after todae, most of the impt daes are over man.. this is so great.. i no need to spend bucks.. concentrate on my studies...just one more ahead.. my fishie bud birthdae coming.. hahaha she forgot to bring her gf's prezzie.. so kuku..

over n over again..

the kiss of imu at 9:25 PM .

i hold back my tears
but not for long, coz it came out when i sat on the bus
im realli thankful for wat gp wanted to do for me, but me n *u arent fatedto be tgt again..
i shall let u go.. you're my first love to me, becoz u are the one who made me whole
the one who made me cry the most
the one i doesnt i want to leave u everytime i c u..
and made me feel wanted so much..
but ur gone.. n im dead..

My Heart Story

doc walk out of the operation room, mom stopped him
mom: hw's my daughter? doc.. [mom say it tremblingly]
doc shake his head n said: she lost lots of blood, there's a blood clot in her head, and there's a problem w her heart, we need to do an X-ray
doc walk away
mom was weak, she just dropped on the sopt, banging the ground n keep shouting coz she think its her fault..
doc came back with an X-ray
doc: mdm, did ur daughter had any heart problem or had any heart operation b4?
mom: she thought hard, no doc, she did not have any heart problems.. she is a very healthy n cheerful child till 3 mths ago..

4 mths ago

everydae she came back,i will c her holding a pen knife in her hand, cutting herself, i screamed at her, she didnt talk back, but instead she hugged me n cry..becoz she said her heart hurts.. other doc say she is fine.. maybe too stress.. after a while she will stop cutting, thats what the doc told me.. it did..

nurse rushed out of the emergency room, ran to doctor's office shouting: doc! the patient cant hold on no more.. pls come!!! she said it pantingly..
mom holding on to doc n said: PLS save her.. she is my onli daughter..
doc said: i will try my best..

after 15 mins

doc came out ..
mom ran up to him, hw's my daughter?
doc said: she is all right for now.. but still in coma.. she will wake up soon.. her life's is not endangered..
but the same night, just when mrs wong reached home, a call from hosp called n said: c-jae couldnt make it due to her weak heart..
mrs wong broke down straight away..

her death is a mystery
no one noes.. accept her, herself..

mrs wong found a letter in c-jae's bag when she is packing her stuff..

dear *u,
im giving u half of my heart,
so tat u will noe im always w u, even if im not..
i wil nv leave *u... coz i already given u my precious purest heart..

hope anyone who read my blog, would love my story.. thank u for reading..
hope u will be blessed for ur love life..

i need a break..
to heal my half heart..

the kiss of imu at 11:57 AM .

fridae- bored la, supposed to have meeting with teachers right ended up no meeting.. phew.. but think is tmr yea.. i don care.. don give a damned also.. complained all u all want.. i am a good gal yea.. acc juicy until like 1.30 coz of the dental thingg, the dentist thought im the body guard.. she dont let me stay lor, as if im some small kids will go touch her equipment.. haiz life without gp, is so boring.. cannot let her noe coz she will get proud man.. juicy keep asking me don go work, but cant coz that pervert told me to work todae.. i noe its been quite a long time we never go out.. but i just cant make it..

sat- wokr up like 8 o clock, work 10, reached novena like 930pm, helped up with everything.. at last saw manp, so happie miss her in a way, but doesnt want to c her in another way.. she keep abusing me.. keep hitting me, pinching my face.. ooouuuuccchhhh!! den auntie keep jacking me lor.. arrrgghhh... so angry with her.. jk onli.. i love auntie la.. hahahaha... den mayuri's gone mad, hahaha, coz she did base alone, arnd 3 plus she gone mad toking to her herself, n stuff la... hahaha.. cute la she... smoke with ah pui la, always forgets his name.. mei mei n darren came, mei mei lost her voice.. hahaha.. miss her too la.. den meet josh, sad for his bro, but proud of his bro too.. *lets pray for him.. wa~ damned crowded can, saw nu ren!! n choo!! followed the whole gang walked arnd, ter n lok they all look so dreaded n red, after the tanned.. haha.. went for gal hunt for this gal.. hahaha... messy la.. hahaha went to united square.. nu ren fell into the pool.. hahahahahaahhaahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahaha its so funi la... [ imagine]

sundae- having cramps.. arrrggghhhh.... hate it man... feel like cutting off my vagina n oviduct la.. irritating thing man.. every month will pain like hell!!!! den sis got one med for me .. like 2cm big.. lucky can roll it out to small balls.. the med sucks man.. some chi med.. puke..

i miss u la..
but i not asking u out..
coz onlic an meet u in the evening..
wat for?
i miss ur scent la..
seeing ur pic..
imaging
but i guess i still want u in person

the kiss of imu at 10:04 PM .

am i supposed to write it all over again????
NO WAY!!
bio was difficult man.. so was mt.. gonna tear after doing that man.. jkjk
soccer was fun though without my gp..
hahahahahaha
i hit my mommy's boobs.. oops.. accidentally, n pinned her on the wall somemore.. omg..
hahahaha... i drop down on the field laughing man... i couldnt stop laughing lor..
den when i went out of the field..
came juicy shouting: cc-jaeeeee, do u noe that the 2 ind gals were toking abt u?
im like: izzit? they tok abt wat?
juciy: the ind gal n her fren was like arguing abt whether ur a gal or a guy..
me was like cant be bothered n kept laughing..
den later i shouted: im a gal with boobs..
i think they laughed.. wats so funni man..
kana spank by mommy on da head coz laugh too much..

haha right after p.e was mrs bird's lesson, she read a heart lighted poem to us.. and mr ragiv kept saying its a sad poem, when mrs bird said its light hearted.. gundo..
she read it so hyperly so tat it could get our heads off our table.. coz she wants to make the class more interesting.. but too bad.. our whole class doesnt seem to like her.. we want mdm norpipah!! i miss her la.. badly man.. though in same sch.. but always wont get to c her.. sobs

hmmm yup, pundi's fren saw 2 long haired gals sat at the staircase in our sch frenching.. eeeuuu.. i hate PLs man.. they just make me had loads of goosebumps..

todae went hme after maths remedial.. before taking my nap, i stupidly put my hp on with my loud tones on, kana disturb by juicy, okay nvm.. coz she sad n also becoz my stupidity.. den i went outside to the sofa to tkae my nap, den fone rang tot mommy cal hme, nope its some bangaladash..
im like: helo.
he is like: is this.... [i cannot hear]
im like: HUH, WAT.. I THINK U GOT THE WRONG NO. WAT MRT.
he puts down..
i went back to napp
rang again..
i picked up.. helo~
he said: is this the mrt?
im like:??? no.. i think u realli got the wrong no.
now my turn to put down since i cant even hear him.. haha

*juice, don so sad la.. everything gonna be all right.. trust c-jae yea..

will u go out w me?
if i ask u out?
i realli miss u.. miss ur sweet scent..

the kiss of imu at 8:01 PM .

i wrote a whole lot of stuff..
and its gone..
wth..
DUMB BLOGGIE..
`out..
for dinner.. will be back later..

the kiss of imu at 6:50 PM .

the kiss of imu at 6:45 PM .

` i realli hate tuesdaes man
` tiring
` i say i stopped at 138 daes.. but sometimes i just couldn't help it but still misses u...
` but im too lazy to tell anione
` becoz no point, they arent *u
` loving sum1 doesnt mean u must have her or him
` but seeing u happie n busy
so my appearance might be the hindrance to ur happiness..
i will just pray..
as i donnoe u well..
`i wont inflict pain on my body
` coz the pain had been inflicted on my heart everytime i misses *u..
` but i think god say its not the time..
` i shall be *u, happie..

the kiss of imu at 11:10 PM .