Sunday, March 13, 2005
im feel v depressed.. v isolated.. v autistic... not wat i want.. not anyone make me feel that.. is problems.. im v tired.. leave me alone.. juice said something abt me n *u, she felt that me n *u shld be tgt.. maybe thats wat makes me v depressed, isolated, autistic n confused... little gal is not wat i want.. but my crush..as i always noe we cant be tgt.. u* WAS wat i want.. but now c-ing u w another bungso closen stuff i think... n though still feel a tiny pain.. but c -ing u happie.. is wat i reallie want u* to be.. coz i cant gave it to u*.. im sorrie..
todae nearly get complained.. but u think i care.. this is the situation.. he asked for more chilli sauce.. i gave quite a lot, den the other guy came n say can i have a cup of ice water, so i gave him.. den this guy doesnt want to move.. den he shouted:can i have more chili! den i pointed at the bag, den he said: cannot have more izzit... den i gave him la.. den he keep saying stuff, u not happie izzit? i replied :no [nicely hor].. den he keep turning n say u not happie izzit.. i said: no.. he walk away den come back again n sae u not happie izzit, can u smile anot, den shake his head, den say y must u give tis face, dne u not happie izzit.. wa~ makes me feel like saying.. u want to complain anot.. i asked my manager out.. den auntie n manp asked me to chill, n scolded dat guy too.. pschopatic.. manp teach me want.. haha... one more time i gonna asked my mdm or stingy fellow out... i gonna quit man.. im not shy to sae, but im a competent worker okay.. i can get a job aniwhere.. somemore im still studying..
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