love is in the air ♥

hoo woo.. at last i get to update man.. having mid yr.. just had hmm let count 4 papers.. when u are a hist student pls don sit arnd the geo students man.. but i got no choice alll my buddies are almost geo,except chutx.. but she seldom follow us. and she also nv study. i didnt sleep the whole last night can.. i drank 3 cans of nescafe 2 plus i decide to sleep. but lying on my bed w my eyes widely open. felt dead corspe man.. hahaha.. basically i onli had 1 and a half hr of sleep.. i think i going mad soon.. i can laugh at the air con.. in the hall man.. i no idea wat i thinking.. but i have a delicious lunch.. hahaha so cheap also.. in sch ma.. den saw fatty n ah lok dress like ang bao.. like chinese new yr lor.. wa i reallie yearn to go sentosa this coming fri man.. i reallie need a break.. hahahaha.. that dae mommy n gp go ikea..met earth dae.. so funi den they bought a lot of things man.. den they took alot of pencil and the measuring rule.. im proud to sae i got the biggest head man.. 58 cm.. hahahahahha..

wat else to update.. donnoe la.. v sleepy..

*you are my motivation to everything.

the kiss of imu at 11:36 PM .

*i donnoe hw to tok to the one that i dote the most in the past
i tot i was sacked by mr goldfish.. working is so boring.. 2 weeks nv work..
miss hasy[mei mei].. everyone.. fidel n mayo came.. went smoking w em.. closing onli the 2 of us..mayo ar, at night like drunk like that can.. first sentence when i tok my cap down.. ur hair look like pubic hair.. wa~ 2 weeks nv c nia.. insult man.. have to wear cap den i style my hair early on turn out to be that type of hair.. so saddening man.. dens he started singing her sch song.. me n fidel stare at her.. until she scare.. hahaha.. went into the rest. now is me n mayo singing.. fidel sian hahaha.. even goldfish came n shout w us.. wa~ fuck this part.. why becoz fidel wore ES.. mayo wore DC.. i asked em how much.. 79.90 ringgit can!!! arrggghhhh.. i bought my DC for like 170 sing.. theirs fucking nice can.. arggghhhh.. den we tok abt mayo drunk.. so funni can.. den i told em i nearly jump singapore river when i was drunk.. haha they believe.. eugene v lame can... keep saying lame jokes.. haha i keep jacking him..

poor vonne, kana punished and have to mop her sch.. i laughed.. haix..
my dae went out w josh to esplanade..
hahaha i style his hair till it look like dragon ball.. hahaha
awwww his neice is so adorable.. wat a cute baby..
haha we saw the tape.. giving birth one.. kinda funni.. c the way hw they treat the baby.. and hw the baby react..

*i miss her..
she is always sick..
so poorthing..
take care..
haiz..
am i reallie that lousy?

the kiss of imu at 4:00 PM .

fashion parade was fun man.. gracie took over chutx.. i took a video of them putting make up on gracie.. rather bored u noe.. i cant do anithing, i might make her clown instead.. haha.. poor wei fong, the mousetach must have hurt him alot coz sham drew it on, n broke the pencil.. hahaha.. we won!! got second.. wow so happie...

haha saw bruno.. hahaha.. :) .. no comments.. haha gp note down wat klenn n mine expectations for gf la..
klenn:1) must be half a head taller den her
2) must turn her on when she look into her eyes
3) must be sexy

mine: 1) cute
2) tanned [chao ta also can]
3) prefered from ij or gals sch
4) shorter den me [must]

so funny can..

been asking gp to go clubbing thru out the half dae.. hahaha.. she keep laughing at me can.. coz im reallie bothered w mani things man.. i just want club.drink.drunk.die. hahaha.. we went, buit nv go in to club too early, 10 plus onli.. drank outside home.. bored. tok lots of shit to pundi, i think i made gp n pundi angry man.. i got drunk.. omg.. fuck, y? coz 1 bottle onli u noe.. im not a lousy drinker, but i became lousier den my gay can.. faints.. i tot i saw her.. den i think i keep mumbling n mumbling. the only thing i noe is when i vomited everything out after i got off the taxi..

and slept thru out the next dae.. i felt so useless.. reallie..

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there
ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id eve
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely So lonely,
(so lonely), Mr. Lonely,
so lonely So lonely, so lonely
, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

mr lonely..
lonely me..
miss u..

the kiss of imu at 3:32 PM .

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream
I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life
you left behindYour face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself
that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

i will wait..
i will care..

the kiss of imu at 11:41 PM .

erm. some hw or rather i forget wat i wana type. i don get wat she mean. im stupid. alot of things happened. am v stressed. my ah gua idea: go cycling in the weekends. she n pundi queen got excited. im like. cycling? i want to go jurong. or we shall go play smth exciting? but definitely not fly kite. this is another of my ah gua's idea. any idea? im stressed. my whole head gonna turn white. ah pek already man.

`gone.
`tong hua

todae is 14/4/05
last yr 14/4/04
alot of bad memories..

the kiss of imu at 10:30 PM .

im v happie over all.. she accepted the prezzie.. im so glad she like it too.. nv been so happie after so mani things..*thanks to god too.. he answered my prayer.. .. i doesnt want to sae much.. guess my buddies all understand..

ah bung grew up.. she nv cry.. she teared.. im not cry baby bung animore.. must be proud of me.. :) though still sad.. but guess i will be fine after some time.. reallie.. no worries..

i just merely pointed, and u're really there
i just merely say the pic is reallie there
soo say its all fate
To me its wrong fate

To her: its okay.. no need to say sorry.. take care early birdie.. remember im just one call or sms away..

gone.rotten.dead.
leave me alone for a moment.

the kiss of imu at 1:33 PM .

this is hw i feel now.. i feel that my heart gonna jump out of my mouth.. butterflies in my stomach.. trembling hands.. cheeks on fire.. and lastly having diffculty to breathe.. i v scared... not of the maths probability test obviously.. becoz of her.. yeah meeting her tmr.. so excited..

shit i forgotten wat else i wanna write.. damned it.. oh ya chopped my hair.. so that i will look more presentable tmr.. look like korean boy.. hahaha.. cant c her blog.. she told me she changed smth..

` out`back to her prezzie..

-imu-

the kiss of imu at 10:25 PM .

i want u* i want u* i want u*..

todae is a v stress dae man not just todae.. seems like everydae.. throughout the dae except recess.. every lesson are like none stop.. slept during P.C. lesson.. v tired..

mrs lim v scary can.. she cried man.. gave us a big shock can.. *pray to god.. hope she will be fine.. though at times she is v naggy.. but watever she do.. is all for our own good.. she v poor thing.. amen..

haha tok abt the past w gp, n cyrus todae.. seems like alot of funni things did happened man.. cant stop laughing can..ahahaha..

sad*.. coz u* nv reply me..
its okay.. coz u are busy..
i understand..

are u gonna be my gal? are u gonna be my gal? are u gonna be my gal?

the kiss of imu at 9:51 PM .

haiz... vexed*.. sianz sianz sianz sianz.. saw her blog n friendster .. don so angry so sad ar.. *cracking my brain.. coz i want to make her happie*.. its impt.. hehe i noe wat to do.. but i cant find..

ahhhh!! 2dae juice ar.. keep drawing my hand.. my whole arm got c-jae, got patrick.. den she colour green somemore.. bro~ ur wife gone mad man.. lucky todae i brought my pull over, coz got assembly, den i vice - chair somemore.. must sit infront.. so sianz.. lucky none of the DM saw can.. phew.. ahahahaha i can tied my tail.. but it looks ugly though.. todae is a totalli fucking dae... i hate todae.. got so mani lessons.. den assembly den remedial..wow.. todae is mrs gan's bdae.. so poor thing.. must stay and give us[ bunch of jerks] remedial.. create havoc man.. hahaha me n mommy acting stupid la.. testing our hormones cells.. and keep looking at each other's pupil... this is the senario man.. mommmy can c my pupil [ i open my eyes to the widest i could] mommy reply: no, ur eyes too small, i cant c ur pupil.. she move away den suddenly she screamed.. ahhh i saw ur pupil!!! v loudly can.. hahaha.. so funni la.. den we hit each other coz mrs gan say when u hit someone, that person turned over becoz it hurts.. and this onli coz u slipt second... dat i noe...

raining ar.. i hate raining la... i want sunshine.. pls stop raining..

-imu-
-iwantomituassoonaspossible-

the kiss of imu at 10:13 PM .

haiz* i didnt gone bonkers.. crys* i didnt want to sae or concern abt anything becoz she had the one she love.. everytime i noe she's attached.. i will feel v happie n also sad... but i always wants her to be happie.. i don show becoz i dont c the need.. but i will always c.. to ensure she is happie.. i don wanna tell who she is yet.. but if u are reading this.. im reallie serious.. abt wat i said..

baby i just don get it..
do u enjoyed being hurt..
i noe u smelled the perfume the make up on his shirt..
u don believe his stories..
noe that their all lies..
bad as u are..
u still arnd
but i just donnoe y
if i was ur man baby u..
never worry abt (wat i do)
i'll be coming home back to u..
everynight doing u right..

u should let me love u
let me be the one who gave u everything
u want and need..
baby good love make protection..
make me ur selection.. show u the love supposed to be..
u should let me love u love u love u..

the kiss of imu at 10:08 PM .

crys* haiz* izzit becoz of the stupidest things i have done or said.. if i reallie say i want u.. i sound so joking? but im not, and its not just one dae that makes me think so.. its been quite some time.. such a long time.. i nv use my 3 rulez.. 1) i will never hurt my gal.. 2) never be the first to break.. 3) never hurt a gal physically.. thats y im always hurt..

baby i just dont get it
do u enjoyed being hurt
i noe u smelled the perfume the makeup on his shirt
u don believe his stories
noe that their all lies
bad as u are
u stick around
i just donnoe y

if i was ur man ( baby u)
never worry abt (wat i do)
i'll be coming back to u
every dae, every night

u should let me love me..
i mean it..

i didnt gone bonkers..

the kiss of imu at 9:46 PM .