Wednesday, June 08, 2005
anger.sadness.fear.worried.every emotions are just flashing on my brains making me feel vexed. i want to smoke. but i just ran out of cigarettes. wat am i vexed abt? i don'te noe. i have got no idea. but just a lot things to worry. 1st my homework.2nd my work. 3rd my baby gal.4th cash flow problems. ARGGGGHHHH... wat else many many more.. i can'these things aside. as they are impt. they need to be pass up. done. missed. love. use.
im fearing all these things tgt as they are linked get it?
im having S cube second week of next month, 2 - 5 or 6 i cant meet my baby basically.. 7 daes a week 5 daes i cant meet her.. weekends working.. cant meet her unless she comes, its like always.. time to c her gets lesser. thats my fear.
haiz i don'te noe wat to do.. i need a break.. and im having it now. but im still stress, im not letting myself rest. and i find that nowadaes im much weaker..
lets just try to console myself, its onli the 8 of june. i still have a couple of weeks. plan a time table well, do ur work. now put everything behind first and try to do ur work. whenever ur free n not tired do ur self study.
im just toking to myself, i found my faults, i cured it. hope it helps.
as usual i wont tell anione, except my blog..
telling means adding loads, tell it in blog and ppl c or not its a different thing.
as by the time, im saved. as i cure myself..
i miss my baby gal.
she's such a sexy lady.
that no one can denied.
the kiss of imu at