love is in the air ♥

i woke up early, telling myself its the 30th, i have one more dae left.. i spent my dae meaningfully by studying ss..
band concert rox man.. i love my band.. although it was boring during some parts.. but i truely enjoyed it.. i love banana mommy and fishie.. so cool.. but i didnt got to c little boy boy.. orr man.. wow, it was so crowded, i mean in the hall.. saw klenn and frenz.. our seats are rather far, so i went to a corner and sat there for some time to take pics for gracie.. when i turned i saw this crush i used to have was looking at my way too.. i got a bit blushy den.. she's damned pretty n sexy man that i cant get my eyes off her.. smirk.. after the interval, the cliques moved to the reserved seats.. i was seating beside mrs yusof.. she seems rather bored.. but i enjoyed, haha, 'the spook', and came fishie w her funni noise, made us laugh till we dropped man.. it was very nice.. didnt went home straight after the concert.. coz i didnt want to go home.. went novena instead, mayo asked me to wear jeans often, coz she says i look suave.. haha.. we suggested to go alot of places like visiting haunted houses, eat supper at lau pa sa, go for a drink, play pool, watch movie.. at last we chose to play pool..

pool was fun, i suddenly became very pro and shocked darren, coz he's the pro here.. i lost to him by one ball.. but after going to the loo, my vision n skills are lost. became so lousy.. haha.. the same me.. went to bishan to eat.. i ate 3 eggs prata, coz me n feng ordered for mayo, den she didnt want.. ahahaha, darren ar, ai yo.. he like mayo.. and todae we both broke up w our gfs.. mayo is the freakiest gal i ever known.. however she's pretty..

my new aim in life: mug hard for this 3 - 4 months for O level
learn new skills, like mosaic art or judo, akido, or back to break dance

the kiss of imu at 10:33 PM .

morning peepx.. its raining now.. so boring.. nice.. but cant sleep gotta start mugging.. ytd was a bad dae, it start off all right, becoz mommy n fishie nv come sch.. lucky gp came if not it will be tat boring.. physics, partner w graciee.. she damned abusive, and we played n broke one ruler.. hahaha.. n we hide it under the lab table.. den i did smth very stupid in the toilet and made my samies laugh till they drop la.. hahahaha..
bio remedial was chaos man, mrs gan ar asked chutx n erm.. whether they are tgt.. and say don'te hide from me, better come clean, im very open.. i look chutx, she look at me, we both laugh.. den mrs gan said she's from chij, so she knows.
and now the worst came, jackson asked her for 2 tables becoz kelvin broke 2.. haiz, so she asked erm to go up n get kelvin down, he threw both wepaons that he used to vandalised the tables down, den ym when to pick it up n sneak away, den he shouted:' ym, no use one, i can use the window glass to be my weapon.. den mrs gan went out to tok to kelvin, came back bursting out in tears, everyone was shocked. and the class was dismissed..[ when i decided to turn up for bio class, thats wat happen] man, hw could this happen to me? no more tix for the closing ceremony, gotta go down sistic to get. or man.. got it.. when ta take bus 88, wtf, bus broke down when i was happily asleep.. oh man..

the ceremony was nice.. i like the st margs dance alot, its so perfect to me.. n so beautiful..
todae got another concert. our sch band concert.. u rox!!!

the kiss of imu at 12:09 PM .

todae's graciee's bdae.. it wasnt a happie one.. when it occurs on a weekdae.. not just tat.. smth else.. hmm.. to me this yr 2005, everyone's bdae turn out to be a bad one, maybe not all.. but most.. hw come? i have no idea.. mine's was sux.. tiff's was good.. juicy's was all right.. soo's was nice.. my grps was fine.. that's all.. coz the pandiqueen's n mommy's bdae not over yet.. however i wish to have a good for em.. since its not good in the start.. thats all..

`off to singing n physics.
:P

the kiss of imu at 10:19 PM .

Artist : Sum41Title : PiecesAlbum : N/AGenre : Modern Rock

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don?t believe it makes me real
I?d thought it?d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don?t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it?s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it?s the only thing that I have

If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own
(On my own!)
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn?t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It?s hard to believe me
It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it?s in my soul
I?d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I?m better off on my own

the kiss of imu at 10:11 PM .

sadness in the eyes are gone..
just like u..
and u know wat, i truely hate u to the core..
i wont'e even want to see u at all..

u're a great disappointment..
a leopard can never change its spot..
nw i truely believe..

however, i still wish u all the best for your studies and everything..
and also grow up more.. be more mature.. in thinking.. not wearing..

`your the worst gal i ever loved.

the kiss of imu at 10:46 PM .

todae's my anniversary.
happie anni to u* baby gal.

u're happie, i c it in the message tru gp.
but i don'te get ta c it on my own.
to me it makes a great diff.
its sweet. i like it.

`out, im haveing headaches.

the kiss of imu at 8:48 PM .

`i lost my ez link n posb card. there's no kind soul. im so sad. i just top up onli. why didnt i take the wallet u bought. just why? haiz.

why are u so busy?
do u noe i miss u?
are u still mine?

`sleep.

the kiss of imu at 11:32 PM .

we didnt broke up. but her ans is she don'te even know, same like me.. for almost every qn.. i think we need ta tok.. alone.. no one else...

i feel damned sad whenever i c her friendster..

do u ever want me?
did u take me for granted?
wat actuallie happen?
do i mean anithing to u?
i need a solution to every answer..
but not a donnoe.

the kiss of imu at 8:12 PM .

okay mdm's not going to aust or aniwhere else. good. mayo is mad ytd as usual. she saw me, she was so excited. den came n hugged me.. den know that i wore binder, den she say alot of bulls yup. the whole time she keep phunk it! its found in the black eye pea song. hahaha. its funni yup.

woah i actuallie have the authority or sae the power to make the mina work. she's damned attitude, damned sia lan. till manp also don'te wanna teach her. den mdm asked me to teach her.. haha at last she did all the closing.. when i was having dinner, ryu tell me she wanna turn crooked, she sort of have a gf, den she showed me the pic. woah she's pretty. sent almost everyone home. in the train mayo keep phunk it, and scared alot of ppl.. hahaha.. why i say almost coz i nv send john onli sent till mayo. coz mayo asked me get down w her.. den meet darren, went ta smoke outside.. wanted ta play pool, but at last didnt.. wanted to kick soccer w his frenz, but no match tonight.. wat a pity.. den he cannot find basket ball.. so went all the way to the other side to have supper.. was toking to jac, was supposed to disturb her, coz darren told me she should have slept. in the end we tok till mine n darren's phone flat.. haha..

we did alot of stupid things man.. nearly knock down by taxi.. i mean darren.. hahaha.. thats all.. but its fun..

the kiss of imu at 6:43 PM .

im sorrie. i will try. reallie. as i feel damned bad yup. not bad, but lousy.. i got a new haircut.. no fringe.i like it man. didnt want to cut. but caught by mrs hua the principal. she said: hmmm unique hair. and pat my shoulder twice. all right i got ur message. no fringe. no long tail. but short tail.

mt listening isnt easy, speak the truth, its not difficult too.. but me n mommy's ans is like totally diff. orr man.. hw can it be so much diff. cant be i heard the wrong thing, cant be her too right. nvm. the results day is on like erm 8/8. freak.

new hair, feel like changing my name. c-jae. hope to be a new n better me. more daring. not conservative, thats wat juice says abt me. ohh man. im reallie a lousy gf. haiz.

`out to sleep.
having flu.
i miss u
don'te angry yup.

the kiss of imu at 12:47 AM .

happie birthday to buddy.. happie birthday to irritating buddy happie birthdae to juicy..

hahaha.. its juice bdae.. she nv come to sch. im so pissed, and even want to sell away her present. u know why.? i bought her 13 packets of ribena. hahaha.. and its so damned heavy man.. if i sell it for like $1 i still earn a bit yea.. hahaha..

wont it be nice if the world is cadbury.

the kiss of imu at 11:34 PM .

read this peepz.. i won'te tell u all, i don'te want any influence. i made my decision. and i guessed u made yours long before. thats why u are always cold towards me. after toking, u nv sms me animore.. she was sorrie abt it. i thought when i read that message everything is solved. nope. u don'te tell me whats happening to u.. i can sense smth's wrong. but i don'te know wat. this is just smth that is confirmed but i don'te know when to tell u.. i think when we meet.. i think we shld get it done faster n over.. dragging is just like the knife is stuck in your heart, u're pushing n pulling the knife that hurts so much before i even die. why don'te just pull it out? either i die or i survived. why put each other in such a pain? we tried. we are just not meant to be.. or just that our fate is up.. it hurts, but i just have ta let it out.. i have Os to seat for.. i wonte regret for wat i did.. i think its the best.. we have did.. isnt it gal?

last word..
i reallie love u...
and pls take care of yourself..

the kiss of imu at 8:24 PM .

adding an entry here.. hehe.. i like my current template.. suits me right. as im a total sadist. im very sad, why? becoz zero is disturbing me. haha nope. although time spent w this mdm wasnt long but she wanna resign just for him.. i find it no point. and she's leaving sing too. going to aust somemore. everyone was asking her to stay.. hope she listens. yts went drinking w darren, hasy and jac [ this new fren] from hasy sch. went ta toa pa yo park ta drink. me n darren were v high man.. and wanted to pee in da bushes hahaha.. after that went ta play pool.. haha everyone's standard drop yea. i lost to darren like 3 balls. or man. mdm was supposed to play n drink w us. coz she suggest to drink yup.. long island sux la okay.. i feel like puking after drinking tat.

todae zero was mad la, after bathing. keep wanting ppl to hug her coz she smells good.. now she exploring my table la... mdm teared twice todae.. and even threw her tie and badge into the dustbin.. becoz of john, he cook too much chicken.. haiz.. hope she is feeling better now..

baby, i miss u..

the kiss of imu at 12:03 AM .

nw im at auntie nick's house. u noe hw long i took? 1 and a half hour. thanks to juice. she's a bad directory person. at last i have ta walk 6 bus stops away. i saw haunted house. cool, any one wanna go explore w me? or the cemetry? that place can be my movie setting.
i saw alot of gals. and pass ngee ann poly. nanyang jc. chinese high. hwa chong. cool huh.

im so sad just now i vent anger on everything, maybe not, at least i didnt kill the dog, coz she nv irritate me. but she pee -ed like everywhere. i think i need counselloring. i wanted to stab myself, kill da dog. im a real sadist. haha

the kiss of imu at 6:56 PM .

i feel like crying n laughing now man.
did u lost ur phone?
did u forgotten my no.?
are u out of town?
den why no reply?
is this a SILENT BREAK OFF???

the kiss of imu at 2:52 PM .

If faith alone can move mountains, then the two of you combined can shift a mountain range. What is it that needs doing? What seemingly impossible task do you two have your hearts set on? Now, that's the real question. Very often when you ask for help, you receive it. The trick is to make sure that you're asking for the right thing. Once you're both clear on that, you can turn your attention to moving those mountains -- so you can get your heart's desire well within your sights.

` lets clear da bumps tgt baby.
how's ur ulcer?
why no reply ?
becoz its just night messages?
or..

imu.right from da bottom of my heart.
i want ta feel your lips so much man.

the kiss of imu at 11:06 PM .

let me tickle my blog, she seems bored n sad just like her owner. my eye sight is getting worse, i don'te know whether is im to tired n sleepy causes me blur vision or my degree has increased gradually as i didnt wore my specs for a long time. i think both are possible answer.

i have ta abandoned my blog or freeze for quite some time, as i need ta study real hard, moreover s cube is just tmr. so yup no time ta blog animore. o level is my another passport to somewhere im striving for. i got no time to feel sad n stuff, i sure felt pressured by everything. i just felt as though we are total strangers or enemies. we don'te tok. is it surprising? nahx. at less nt to me. everyone wasnt in good mood todae even banana mommy. but mine was fine.

im going to strive for my goal.
baby i miss u. i need u. i love u.
these are just words w/o feeling.
onli words that come out of our mouth are real.
thats wat i believe.

todae's my jie's bdae aniway, she's 21.
hope she grew to be more responsible.
and stop throwing zero to me.

the kiss of imu at 10:43 PM .