Monday, July 11, 2005
read this peepz.. i won'te tell u all, i don'te want any influence. i made my decision. and i guessed u made yours long before. thats why u are always cold towards me. after toking, u nv sms me animore.. she was sorrie abt it. i thought when i read that message everything is solved. nope. u don'te tell me whats happening to u.. i can sense smth's wrong. but i don'te know wat. this is just smth that is confirmed but i don'te know when to tell u.. i think when we meet.. i think we shld get it done faster n over.. dragging is just like the knife is stuck in your heart, u're pushing n pulling the knife that hurts so much before i even die. why don'te just pull it out? either i die or i survived. why put each other in such a pain? we tried. we are just not meant to be.. or just that our fate is up.. it hurts, but i just have ta let it out.. i have Os to seat for.. i wonte regret for wat i did.. i think its the best.. we have did.. isnt it gal?
last word..
i reallie love u...
and pls take care of yourself..
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