Thursday, September 08, 2005
been studying.. writing notes the whole dae, till just now chat w chen, she say don'te need to study 4,8,10.. cries* and i wrote notez for this 2 chaps.. arghhh.. nvm.. study more chaps more safe.. so i will write 5,6,7 the next few daes.. sort of grounded.. have ta stay home ta study..
met mom n dad n dinner, dad went ta buy monncakes, and he spent like 99 dollars for that.. im like, oh man! why not give me the money? and he bought so much, where me [this idiot] who don'te eat mooncakes.. and mommy, [health freak] who wont eat too.. he can eat it all by himself all meals man.. hahaha.. todae's the 8th, is jie jie's dae for taking some exam right.. car, ya.. wonder how well she did.. was eating magnum ice cream, why must mention name? daugh noes.. i miss my pb.. wonder how is she man.. jc's life no better i supposed..
don'te asked me why do i still want to be there for u* when u still love her.
i don'te know. i just couldnt bare to leave u alone.
coz i tried too. but i can't.
it doesnt matter whether we are tgt a not.
to me, can make u smile, make u be happie.
im contented. reallie.
telling me u love her. doesnt hurt me, just pricks my heart.
u makes me feel better in a way.
trust me, as u nv hide this from me.
isnt wat ur doing?im glad. reallie.
i told my samies [ some ]
if she's coming back to u, and everything's good.
i will leave silently.but don'te worry,
im still tat jaeie. u need me, sms me. or write in ur blog.
and jaeie will be there.
just don'te do things to ruin urself..
to hurt urself.
it aches my heart alot to c u do tat.
don'te say sorrie,
thats the word i hate to hear most,
at least not from u*.
` u said u read my profile in friendster, im just repeating it..
the kiss of imu at