Thursday, September 15, 2005
read juicy's blog, neo might be certified dead. i didnt get ta see him the last time. i think last time i saw him was when i went to aunt nick's hse to change my blogskin. he seems fine. i rmbed the first time i c him, it was w tiffie, he tramples my toes whenver he walk pass me.. and ya he's a doggie. time spent w him was little. hmm getting emo huh. bye neo. don'te be sad ppl, he's just back to god's arm. reminds me how sherry leaves me. i still miss her.
back to juice, be youself as in, be youself. be natural. erm as in, haiz, i don'te hw to sae. its difficult on how to explain. im sorrie, i sort of left u. as in we were very close buddies since like sec3, ppl change, i changed, from a fucked up attitude bung, to now i think. im a much better person. and u from a pessimistic, low self esteem, currently i think thats all.. nothing much abt u changed. u will be asking me whether it is good or not right? both. i onli can tell u that. don'te take it too hard. everyone's got its shortcomings. me too. i have a lot i think.
do u know, everytime i look tru the neos, i reallie reallie reallie miss the times tgt, the four of us. and u know, i try very hard since last yr, not to give up, somehow, nw i cant be bothered. since i left it unattended. let it be like that for some time, after our Os, we have lots of time to sort things out. i truely doesnt want to lost contact w u. as in my some part of my life, i need u back to my life. so does u right? i hoped. josh did point out some things to me, i have my reasons for nt telling u smths. i guessed u noe right. as at the point of time im desperately in need of help, and i need someone who noes her. thats why i didnt turn to u. hope u don'te blame me.
just want to say.
let bygones be bygones.
let the unhappiness be buried.
im sick of digging it up, over n over again.
if things are meant to be,
so are u right?
no matter hw u seperate it,
it will come back to u.
i know it will be back.
but it will take long.
be patient
start afresh.
let me know u, like how we started.
let us confide in each other like hw we did.
let us take each other's view
into great consideration, as we meant good for each other.
be the crappers, 'big head' again.
trust jae.
everything's gonna be all right.
the kiss of imu at