Friday, September 23, 2005
what am i supposed to say? everyone is telling me this and that. everyone is asking me the decision. everyone is giving me suggestion. i don'te want to do something i will regret. although i won't regret for the things i have done, becoz things that are done cannot be undone. so wats the point of regreting. someone decide for me, why not? im stuck right at this moment. it seems like i been to outer space. and back, and don'te know wat shld i do. or react to this situation.
im frowning n frowning. thinking and thinking. stoning and stoning. looking around my study room.
sammies!! why not u all tell me who's the right gal for me? every gal that pass and leave, u all sae u deserve someone better. okay, i wait. and eventually i changed due to my fucking attitude. to someone better den before, i met another gal, she used to love me first, and i used to think i take her for granted, no it wasnt, its her. not me. no, its just the both of us. i don'te know. its like no matter hw much i try, we just cannot be tgt. and after her, came another 2 gals, they like me, however i have no feelings for em. so am i supposed to find someone who will appreciate me instead. and so ya i wait.
and came u*, i don'te know why my feelings for u were that fast.
im stuck i don'te know hw to write. or go on. i seem to lost my brain.
...to be continued.
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