Saturday, October 29, 2005
haven been writting proper entries nowadaes. com's down. met up with joy, kelvin recently. was being a darling, went all the way down to 7 eleven get him a drink. have a long talk abt what he had experienced. we 'saw things', its not a good thing. moreover its near your house. 'that thing is like playing hide and seek with me. coz i saw it quite a few times and the second last time, its behind kelvin. and last time was behind the pillar. peeping. i was so wide awake, right after joy finished his story. when both of them were exhausted, joy woke up asked me: why u don'te want to sleep? do u think i can still sleep? i think i can run 10 rounds the carpark w/o feeling tired man.
went back ta school. going back to sch, makes me so happie. :) mommy, juice and me walk to sch. then i told them abt this toy. its a sex toy. its a winding up ancient toy. they laughed. told em i couldnt sleep the whole of last night. den we go on talking abt ghostly things. and some unknown thing like the bermuda triangle and black hole. went back to class. talk and talk. they were so serious. suddenly fishie came in and: POM! haha mommy and juice screamed. hahaha. so funny la. den fishie sae she abt her dreams. so funny can.. fishie fishie... the funniest bung i ever saw. slacked till like 10, start to study. i couldnt take it, so slept. fishie went out, and came back to: POM! again. mommy screamed. hahaha. they juice tole us something in the NS. coz fishie and me wanted to join but due to smth. we back out. coz the both of us doesnt want to go tekong. she said the army boys have to sleep in a line, and the pontiyanak will be on the tree staring at them, to see who's awake, this guy was awake, but he went back to sleep, to pretend to. but the pontiyanak noes, she came down, stand behind him. den i said if its me, i see 'it' right. i will wake all my bunk mates up instead, by hitting their stomach. so they will get a shock and wake up. they laughed and laughed. went to kfc to have our lunch. was arguing where to have our lunch. crapped. laughed.joke. planned abt hols. went home. slept awhile. went to run in the drizzle. sudden urge to do so. ran all the way to the park, jog all the way for only 3.2 km. don'te feel like going on, went home. couldnt breathe properly. think i smoked too much. but after the run, im fine.
studying and studying, but juice kept calling me, the couple bickers. she complained to me. den im like. orr. orr. her biggest obstacle fabian. haiz. i cant do anything. its bro's little brother. i think if i have a time, when u all going for swimming, i will tag along, even if i don'te like, just for ur sake, take fabian away from the both of u. i will take care of him.try all means to get him away, so that u and bro can have time tgt? how abt that? i will try to yup. juice dreamed that i met an accident at lavender. den i told her, i guess its Don, he hit me down with his scooter. she laughed non- stop. coz i owe him class t money. cries* ppl please give me the money. oh, i wrote a will. i feel so sad. i don'te know wat to give to u guys, if i die in that accident. laughs. just don'te cry.
went to st nicks macs to study with mommy and juice. met some weird caucasian man. he's funny, nice though, sudden came and pass some tissue to mommy becoz she's been sneezing non- stop. haha. i brought the toy. the man was so interested in it too. den mommy say there is a series for it. the man laughed. been working on essay qns. did 3 todae. ooh. headache. went home around 3 plus. everyone is dead-beat from humans. bough 3 mags. coz we need the coupons for the chalet. cool we're going to have chalets. smiles wide. '___________'
met josh. since don'te know when never met him. went to find gf.
a simple message from tiffie made me cry, actually, have been bottled up,becoz sometimes i just don'te know who to turn to, angel? so i just leave it aside. couldnt cry when josh's around. daddy misses u too. alot. i miss jie jie and ash.. i miss my gundo zero too, that dog at gf's hse reminds me of zero. i am now staying alone. no one to heed advice from. no jie no ash. no irritating zero. jie and ash made me tear when they say those things to me. izzit studies driving me crazy? or izzit ciggs that mix my emotions up? i just feel lousy. josh say im feeling low self- esteem. maybe. or izzit my hair? argghhh.. chop chop hair!!! don'te feel like sleeping. its a waste of time. i shall study now. bye world. wats coming up. my big big O. don'te know when im gonna blog again. coz com's not always that obedient you see. if im back, im back. did anythign happen on 28 oct? or izzit someone's bdae? why do i find it so familiar. but i couldnt recall anything? is there something special?
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