Saturday, October 08, 2005
hmm, my blogger is back to normal. im glad. yea, things are bothering me, but at times i just want to look happie. or at least try to be. gp, never come to sch, for like 2 daes. mrs lim was being nice to us on fri, and the class was very small, we did rock cookies. when i was doing my cookies, u're the only one im thinking abt. :)
now, i can't write notes, or even do 10 yrs series, or exam papers. was too engrossed abt my cookies, i left my pencil case in the F&N room, i only realised it when i reached home. im rushing to go out. met gf, to give her the cookies i made. and i gave her a card. hah, know wat? i got the sort of, wrong card. after i bought, den i realised.
left gf house, stayed for only an hour or so. coz she having tuition. so i think i shant stay. called manp, went down to novena. i miss em. smoke w mayo, saw this guy, knew smth's on w mayo. im right, she's the belle of novena kfc. got quite a lot of new staff, bawan quit, den shukri complained to me that,mdm anyhw planned his roster and the bag he wanted was so ex. which is the sling i always carry. den he like my hair and wanted to cut the same as mine. bawan got a new job, he's working as a security at some condo. but the timing sucks. went in, at last, at last, i saw monique, everytime i get dwn, she's always not there. feng was so excited to see me. helped manp clean, coz the new staff is slow. den we talked, and she told me she's going to marry her sort of cousin. im like huh? was so hungry, lucky manp still got some popcorn, and i ate. i just want to sae smth, although i don'te have the right, ppl, stop being childish! don'te provoke. manp has been very patient, to the guy. whoever u are. do u got balls? don'te always sms manp for nth, scolding her this and that. wat abt u? just another loser. see her in sch, put ur head down. oh man. damned losers!! shut ur asses up ppl!!
waited for mayo and 2 darrens. and feng. basically everyone. walked pass bullfrog, so happie, the singer is singing more than words. and sang along, feel so much like going in, den mayo asked whether wanna go play pool, so i sae all right, smoke again, wow, heaven knows. i sing and sing.
i was saying my lame jokes again. hahaha. everyone laughed. the other darren is showing attitude. so we left him. on the way to the snookerium, feng was molested by these 2 drunkards, coz all of us were walking infront, suddenly she screamed! so shocked! i tot she will cry. lucky she didnt. long queues, hmm, this darren is rather gentleman, he got a chair for mayo. we played some machine game to kill time, the other darren call, so me and manp went off earlier. i acc manp to mrt station, scared to meet those drunkards again. took bus down to look for darren, ate at the same place, tok, smoke and wait for them to come down. talked and talked. den darren said i was in moodswing, coz i keep singing non stop. coz i got nth much to sae, don'te feel like toking much, so just sing.
gf, called, but both of us are bothered. and sorrie, i think i said too much. coz was very bothered by wat jo said. however, i shldnt believe so much. im not gonna repeat hist. never. shakes head.
wanted to drink, too bad, fuck man. cheers stop selling at 9, when we went there was like 1 plus. spoiled my mood even more. coz me and mayo were choosing. till the salesperson came. went to darren's old place to sit and crap. smoke and talk. den listen to feng, i cannot take the fact that the hyprocrite is the person i adore the most. am i just being too gullible? or being too neutral? haiz. i feel sad.
den when mom came home, she told me somethings abt working too, she asked me to be more alert when working, beware of those hyprocrites. don'te let em ruin ur future. den i said there's hyprocrites in kfc. im gonna be a graphic designer, hmm den i cant trust anyone, to tell em my ideas. anyway its a very realistic world, if u wanna stand out, show ur talent. don'te use underhand methods, or be a hyprocrites.
my only gal. isa. i love u.
and only u, no one else.
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