Sunday, October 30, 2005
just did my chinese, and watched FULL CIRCLE. heh i saw soo's fren. cool, he acted well. im also proud of Leroy. he's very pretty. its a very touching story. my heart aches a little when i watched it.
met out with josh to study. went to tp. he's late. as always. alright not always. at least ytd his early. before he came, haha, i was at the station waiting for him, when i was abt to sit, this auntie was sitting opposite me just farted. oh man, u can hear the sound and slowly u can smell it. not to be rude to walk away, i was holding my breathe until bro came. then bro ask me this: jae, shld i get a gf? im very dead and cranky. i told him, if love comes, it comes. wait. someone good might be on the way. the next one will be a better one. thats wat i always sae. don'te hurry things. as things might get sour. :)
went to the teens corner, wow, 3/4 of the ppl there knew each other man. so amazing. its like josh and me are like intruders. studied. den became very sleepy. went down to 7 eleven to get Red Bull, sat down on the curb to drink. i was staring at the ground almost half of the time, suddenly i tilt my head, i saw this cart thingg that put bread on rolling towards me. i feel this scene very funny, haha. so be more considerate, i push it back for them. haha.
went back to study. study study. till josh say lets go eat. okay went to banquet. didnt have the appetite to eat. so was listening to jay. jae listen to jay. haha. den went to play pool. wow, i was that close to beat him, bro is pro, but i think after his concussion, his skills are rusty. hahaha. heh i improved. he met his schmates. i think is ex sch mates. i didnt noe i cut finger again. felt the pain. but i deepened the wound by cutting it again. i mean accientally. lucky 2 of my pinkies have healed. if not i will have endless plasters on my fingers, and i don'te know how am i gonna write.
went back to study. josh ask me why am i so moody? i don'te know hw to answer him. so i wrote this.
sometimes its not i don'te want to sae. its i don'te know hw put it. its some kind of feeling that u will feel [hatred,hurt and anger]. so its a mixed feeling. no one can help. only i can help myself. so sorrie bro, i think he had a difficult time. however i hope this feeling will go off soon. i don'te want to affect ppl around me.
fren say: i might look happy, but deep inside im sad. live in sadness, why not live happily? coz everyday bound to have problems coming up. its endless. so why not live happily? daes pass faster this way. i agree with both hands and legs up. lol. coz i noe fren suffers more than i do. fren can it, so can jae.
nothings difficult, as long as u take the first step. always remeber, if u don'te take the first step, u might not noe whats up ahead. u don'te lose anything anyways.
all right thats all for todae.
`back to studies.
maths. oh man.
gf, blink blink*
sad? i lend u my shoulder? or u want my tummy? '_____'
got who sae no one to go out with.
yup me!!! heh.
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