love is in the air ♥

now at josh's house, if u c the way i type, u might tink i need to take com course.. but its drivin me nuts..

no 1 understand hw i feel..
i couldnt believe it..
still trying to digest (my greatest fear)

juice,can we go jurong soon?
tiff,can we go clubbing soon?
cliques!!! CAN WE MEET OUT SOON!!!

the kiss of imu at 1:41 AM .

we didnt have a chance to go swimming. due to the poor weather. and around 15 to 16 more mins time i have to eave this house, becoz i have to go home and have my dinner and have some glutinous rice ball, i donnoe wats todae's dae, but according to chinese calender, i also donnoe, i think its some sort of reunion dinner, after eating the 'tang yuan' i will be older by 1 year.
And currently im very bored, i donnoe what happen to juice, her tummy hurts.. and she took med, and went to the toilet for a very long time and now taking a nap. i hope she's fine.. we took alot of spastic pics using the webcam, but we didnt took pics of the both of us.. thats our purpose, but i doubt she's got strength to even move her ass down her to take a pic or two with me now. i need tanning man, i look like shit colour.. but the sun's not helping.. each time i want to go to jurong, its either we are too tired to move our asses, or it will rain.. wat a bummer..
later might go out with josh to get christmas present for his frenz..
oh ya have lots to plan for `jan 06..
my pea brain's cooking..
got lots of nonsense cooking out..

the kiss of imu at 12:44 AM .

yawns.. morning ppl.. very sleepy.. lets just blog before i have to leave the house.. surprisingly, sam's room wasnt that cold.. oh ya i changed my blogskin again.. actuallie had my son's pic (chucky).. wanted 'living dead doll'.. all the dolls just don'te come out, it hang the com..
ytd the both of us were so funny, we sort of sneak out of the house to Caltex, running to and fro.. cooked noodles for myself, then tiffiee wished me happy dae, with a broken toe nail.. so i called her, oh.. it sounds so gross...so ouch!! poor daugh.. den we had difficulty taking the sofa bed out... so my legs were out half the time..

'im still missing you'..

Happy Day,Jae..

the kiss of imu at 5:44 PM .

im currently at aunt nick's house.. while juice's bathing i can type my blog in a peaceful manner without her laughing and stuff.. the old jae's back.. uploaded pics of the new me.. and the blonde me..
the 'old jae' back, my soul's back.. im glad, for 4 to 5 months, i don'te know who am i,thanks to tiffiee.. thanks ah p..
changed of blogskin, wanted the 'living dead dolls', but the skin doesnt like me, smth's wrong with the whole skin.. but its superb nice to me.. not becoz i wanna scare anyone, im just a sadist.. i like my blog.. now i changed it to my son, chucky.. i love chucky.. i find him funny..
i have a lot to say abt my feelings for her.. i only told juice who's the gal, all of u know who's she.. after the first broke up, i have no feeling or have a thing for anyone for quite sometime.. when we met again, i can actually feel that my heart beats for you.. i actually still have a thing for u.. i wasnt reallie sure, until i kept thinking and images of u keep popping out of my mind whenever i have a free time.. wherever i go, i think we had too much memories together.. be it bad or good.. just like wat josh sae, he cant forget happened at doby ghaut years ago.. just like how i cant erase the memories we had together.. although its not long, but i will still cherished it.. becoz its too precious to me.. im still missing you now and then, i told juice that i hope this could be gone.. but i don'te know why this few daes i have been thinking abt all the things we have done in the past.. i still can remember it vividly.. whenever i think abt it, my heart aches a little.. i felt so hard to breathe.. i reallie hope when time past, i can forget abt loving u.. for now i reallie have to sae that its impossible.. u can ask me who's this gal.. i might tell you..
did i said that i nearly took juice, my buddy as a bung? hah, i reallie nearly took her as a bung, she wasnt that femine, lady-like... so when she became more femine and lady-like, i wasnt used to it at first.. so i was asking her why is she acting like, tiffiee and hanny? she couldnt answer me at first, but i realise how insensitive of me to ask such a question.. becoz it sort of never occur to me juice is a girl.. juice seems to be a bung to me.. im sorrie juice.. please forgive me yup..

im currently holding only 1 job.. i need 1 more job.. i need more income.. i want to earn more money i have got a whole lot of things to buy.. so no time for any gfs, anyway im too sadistic, i meant real sadist.. moreover josh's, tiffie's bdae coming soon.. i mean real soon.. and tiffie's a real lady soon.. hahaha.. my chalet's coming soon.. i meant our chalet, and yup, juice told me abt bro wanna go M.O.S clubbing.. buds, wanna come? i wanna go check that place out, maybe that can be our new outing and clubbing place? i reallie damned miss-ed the daes we club.. where i don'te have so much worries.. i guessed all of us who's working are all fucking stressed up.. we some nice place to chill out..
alot of things happened.. more of sad stuff than happy ones.. so i reallie hope `06 will be a much better year.. i meant a much happier year.. im so proud to announce that joy got 5 points for his N level result.. he's in top 10 in sch, however the percentage dropped.. around 10%.. thats very sad, i hope next year sec 4s can pull it up.. talking abt all this make me miss school man.. i miss the good old times.. when i have to carry our mambo bags walking and running arnd the schools to labs, canteen, here or there..
this year's christmas, im alone.. as in single.. :)
but i have my buds with me.. i guessed..
lets celebrate together this year if possible?
or new year's eve?
have a drink or go clubbing?

staying over tonight at aunt nick's house with juice.. maybe i will change my blogskin.. i still prefer the 'living dead dolls'

early merry christmas
and early happy new year..
best wishes to all..
may `06 be a better year..

the kiss of imu at 6:46 AM .

currently at josh house, his freaky keyboard sux.... end of story.. im freaking pissed..

the kiss of imu at 2:14 AM .