Thursday, March 02, 2006
im having brain block now.. i have too many things to write.. many things happened.. i finally can decide wat to put for my hand, the 5 pointed stars which is known to be satanic. but not, in actual fact its quite holy. Read from Da Vin Ci code. lets just start from ytd. i came at 4, suppose to do floor, ended up go cashier coz not enough staff, then saw mayo very stress, have to pack coleslaw, do whip, cut lemon, cut spring onion. till around 5 plus, she damned stress, and started crying.. i took over her, then auntie fuck me upside down man.. when drinking after work, mayo came down. bought 2 bottles of baron, she wanted to get absolute vodka.. lucky she never get, if not this morning u will c the 2 of us sleeping there man.. 2 bottle we both drank till damned tipsy.. suck from straw some more, she keep slapping me.. darrena nd john were there too, but all gay la, don'te want drink. after that go tpy play pool, i ate noodles, after awhile went to toilet and vomit like mad.. mayo still can play pool man, then mayo also cannot take it lie on me, then i tell her that i got crush on her before, she started laughing and say really! i said: yup.. then she's so happy.. den shew gave me a kiss and stood up, i just fall asleep on darren's lap..
went to bishan to eat coz very hungry.. alot of funny things happened man, i only rmbed i keep got slaps by mayo, she's damned aggresive when she's drank.. coz i don'te let her ton alone outside coz everyone going home, so asked her to go my house. wa she damned freak,go into my room straight take off her pants.. nvm, then i pass her shorts, then she take off ehr clothes, nvm, then she take off her bra, half naked infront of me.. damned freak man, lucky i closed my eyes.. she was going thru my photos while i went to bath, then we tok crpped thru out till 3 plus, toking abt sex.. she keeep asking me, ` i help you do.. come ar, i help u do.. she slept on my bed, they always like to sleep on my bed man.. she ask me wanna sleep tgt.. then i say cannot, i will kick u down the bed..
last sun, me and fish went to vanilla pot to work, from 8 to 1 am.. they keep putting me in charge man.. its a small wedding.. with breakfast only.. somethings happened, fz and yang fought becoz of us.. yang is our station in charge.. after 12 we went up with desmond to rest int he room, yang clear the sofa for the king, desmond to sleep.. coz he kicked midnight soccer.. then me and fish keep talkin to her abt our sch life and her working life with all the shits she got.. she was amused by wat we did... and keep laughing laughing..her laughter is very contagious.. i pon chicken work.. coz of spiderman, i hate to work with him.. go out with fish and yang to compass, yang still think i love miss 10, nahx, in order to keep this friendship i don'te want to. too tired to go for another r/s.. can say im happily single.. don'te wish to look for gf, maybe this whole yr.. knowing the gal i like wont accpet me at all, no point trying so hard again.. single might be a good thing for me.. oh talking abt this, mayo say having sex more often will help us in bonding.. i think its true. but..
yang say if im a guy, i will be a very nice guy.. and she talked abt the 3 of us, she find us very unique.. 3 of us doesnt look the same.. diff style.. but a nice bunch..
thanks miss #02 for listening to my craps last night.
study hard.
take care of yourself.
photo by ryan caberra
A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things
I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me
you don't need me and
I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one dayYou and me will have one more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely gir
lBut I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day
When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me
you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
no other meaning for this songs, maybe i just don'te know how i felt, but just like this song.
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