Monday, May 29, 2006
quite a few incidents happened todae.. jo, went to police station.. this sound rather serious right.. she went to take her IC, she just told me in the morning and expect to acc her to yck police station.. basically the last to know, at least u tell me earlier i will take off or work at a later time.. maybe jae's very lagged over here. stick with my chickens too much.. im trying to be sacastic.. if u can tell.. wanted to go at a later time, becoz of u, my buddy.. im sorrie, i cant make it.. coz they are very lack of staff.. at least nothing happened to you.. like wat will happen to you..
todae joy had mother tongue exams, i didnt know.. i even went to his house.. only until i went to work and asked ken.. he said they had their mother tongue papers todae.. i was shocked.. i couldnt contact him, but did sms him.. wonder if he received..
nothing much happened when working, its just superb stress, pls.. trying to swallow everything down.. until shakina came back!!! its definitely fun to have her back pls.. its been boring my life if there arent shakina and manp.. everyone is leaving.. had lots of fun with shakina and manp.. fei acc me to have my break, were having bung talk.. sort of it.. some small things happened.. but its settled..
i reallie hate this entry..
i have this feeling, that i might be losing someone, maybe not someone, maybe everyone.
mentally tells me,i shouldnt bothered.
becoz im very tired.. very tired..
if ppl wana be selfish. jae also can..
i've been too generous..
its time to be selfish..
too stubborn to even tear.. so difficult to breathe..
im so sick of everything..
say something happy..
happy birthdae lao pa!! my real lao pa..
i love u, lao pa..
happie birthdae siti!!
oh ya folks, i have 2 MOS tics.. anyone interested.. its free.. some gundo and lame shit paid and didnt wanna go.. call me if u want.. if not im just gonna throw into the bin,or give to someone i don'te know, but need it..
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
sad sad sad sad sad sad.. ham left for taiwan, maybe im abit tooooooo lagged.. he will only be back in year 07? thats next year... thats also chutx year.. 2022.. wow seems very far to me.. can i live till that year? will i still rmb im mr 22? depends..
i just called pb, its very noisy over there.. i just wished her happie birthdae.. supposed to go to her chalet tmr, but ya know, i have been negecting my family alot.. and tmr's a sundae.. its kinda difficult for me to chose.. somehow or rather i would rather work tmr.. save the explainations.. im always sanwished.. never fails to get sanwished..
went to towner todae with teo, i saw auntie.. smile widely.. shant call her that, but i can't find a nicer name for her.. how? let me think.. hmm call her miss cutie.. since, everyone say she look very cute.. i agree.. actuallie was supposed to look for hazel to pass her the tics.. she's not at towner, but ya i got a chance to see my miss cutie.. i just hope, wai mun didnt tell her anything.. if not, i don'te know hw to face her..
although we didnt talk, looking at her work, i feel a sense of bliss.. and yup she's not messy anymore.. getting prettier huh?
yes la tong lei, u're right. im starting to like her.. but just couldnt bring myself to say so.. becoz i don'te reallie know her that well.. don'te wish to repeat history..
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
wat a long title right.. combining 2 post into 1.. thats why.. ytd working 4-10 todae.. bro called me in the morning.. around 12 i called him backed, he got hols.. so asked him out to have lunch and stuff. bought boxers, cause my boxers have too many holes already.. haha.. was fretting over, wat to buy for vonne.. but yea, still did manage to buy something.. suddenly when i was choosing my boxers colour, darren called me said her jas go siao, keep screaming and shouting, wants me to help him and stuff.. but was kinda shock.. then suddenly he put down the phone.. was pondering, but didnt, in fact i went to have my heavy lunch.. my favourite alfredo.. pastamania..got alot of ij gals, cedar gals.. josh had a great time oogling at gals.. hahaha.. i didnt.. coz :).. too high maintenance fee.. hahaha.. and some other reasons.. acc him around to pay bills.. talked abt gals.. bla bla..
went to work, saw manp, i told her i had a crush on a gal, i even told her the name.. but she didnt know who she was.. but she still guessed her way through.. i don'te know why am i so shy? saw bunch of gals will just feel very uneasy.. don'te want to talk abt it.. so sad, went down to towner, thought that auntie is working.. she didnt, but she came.. and went off when chicken place closed.. sigh.. thats explained why its no fate..
my blog spoiled, thanks to hazel.. she amended my blog.. thank u so much.. asked u to do so much when u're already so tired.. other then thank you.. i think i will have to get u a big prezzie on your bdae.. the gals went to upload songs and the guys and bungs went to play pool.. was too sleepy after reading archie, so didnt played.. pa gay came and his gang.. laughing and joking abt teo.. they wanted to play with teo..
jae freedom of talk.. means wat jae wanna sae.. happie birthdae to eileen chen, orange.. missed her.. happie birthdae vonne, angel. met josh to bugis village to look for bags.. talking abt Da Vin Ci code on the way.. he watched the show, i read the book.. heard the ending from joy.. had a argument.. small one.. brought him to chapter 2 to cut hair.. he looks neater and more up to date.. also to bring his moral up.. supposed to meet tiff and kyenn at doby.. but they were late met at fish and co instead.. josh acc me.. now thats the joke.. we saw vonne and group, then janice backview look a bit like coven, and he asked me: jae is that coven? i answered: with just a glimpse and said ya ya.. he went shouting coven! coven!coven! and no one turn.. i went laughing.. and he felt embarassed.. he was angry with me.. hahaha..
wanted to wait for tiff and kyenn, coz feeling awkward to just go in like that. don'te reallie know everyone.. waited till, josh got irritated and begin to disturb me more.. until i got frustrated and went to pass her the present and tiff and keynn came.. fish and co, a fish place.. jae don'te eat fish becoz, my buddy is fishie.. and i hate that fishy smell and slimy taste of it.. but still order fish and chips.. had some fun.. listening to music, joke with tiff and keynn.. ate cake, smoked.. bla bla bla.. took group pics.. went PS.. somehow i felt that its vonne's bdae,bu it seems like just a normal outing, did anyone like asked where she reallie wanna go? although its only her 16th bdae? i don'te think she looks like the star of the dae.. anyway, just wat i see.. i don'te feel that she's reallie happie.. she's just like thanking everyone for eveything.. did u even enjoy your bdae? my intuition tells me u're not.. am i right?
sorry a disturb here: tiff videoed call cyrus, cause we wanna show her the shoes.. it looks rather cool to videoed call.. oh ya buddy chutx, where's ur tag board? why did took it off? coz i was the last one to tag, and after that its gone.. izzit my fault?
on the way home saw fishie and vp's collegue, so happie.. but the one i missed most is yang.. i missed her lots of qns.. pls asked me to cork.. i will be very willing to.. just asked me.. thats all.. i gonna go bath..
i miss u guys alot..i meant everyone whom closed to me.. never leave jae pls..
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i was stuck on my chair, thinking abt all the things i wanna talk abt on my blog..while i was having my supper half way.. not just that day.. everyday i walked pass that bus stop, i will try to notice whether anyone in black is standing there.. as i was thinking and walking, hah i saw buddy chutx, going to vp.. its been along time since i went to vp and its been a month plus since i last saw yang.. the superwoman..
oh zero was home this morning.. omg, she became so skinny.. she barks non-stop whenever somethings happened that she couldnt see.. finally i had enough of sleep and now, im super awake.. finally my schedule is changed back to like 4 to 10.. not full shift anymore.. not so many at least..
back to my supper, i love to change topic.. mom insist to keep dinner for me.. the reason why i was stuck on my chair, coz i doesnt like to eat healthy food.. not actually healthy when the veg turns yellow.. and when drinking the soup i saw one ikan bilis stuck in between my fork.. i got disgusted.. im scared of swimming ikan bilis.. but not fried..
i feel that this entry is very scatter.. so bear with me..
ytd went down to towner.. saw 'auntie'.. haha i like to disturb her.. she's got a very funny voice, it doesnt suit her face at all.. finally her hair wasnt that messy.. she was my gf, ex gf.. it does sound very messy to ppl doesnt know what im talking abt.. then she was complaining abt me saying that she look like 'auntie' to hazel.. when john and me just reached towner.. hazel got a shock.. haha.. then when i was sitting down with teo, arguing with him abt something, then 'auntie' say "i like her voice", and she gave me that look.. i didnt answered back..
slowly, my yearn and love for you has decreased.
i hope its not instant.
i don'te know why i feel extremely shy to tell teo that 'auntie' looks kinda pretty.
today went down to towner, thought 'auntie' got work, but never..
i have infatuation on 'auntie' i think..
don'te dare to say becoz i think i feel inferior..
at the same time, have a feeling that... sigh
nevermind..
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
im just jumping around my house, coz shan my music.. nicee!! this month is may.. sure to broke, got this bdae, that bdae.. more than my 10 fingers can count.. can i just get candy for everyone? hahaha.. so cheapo.. haha.. feng's chalet was a disaster, she was superb high, jumping and dancing around.. i didnt drink much coz the night out with cliques had 6 shots and vomitted in taxi.. haha.. drank a few cups only.. ong was drunk.. have to take care of him.. he was scolded by best fren.. so poor thing.. fu yo, we nearly threesome please, ong ran to donnoewhere, bestfren came on the bed and started hugging me and stuff and ong jump on to the bed and hugging us.. i was shouting.. and teo, hazel and van was laughing like shit..
why was the chalet bad, not enough beds for everyone.. and feng asked alot of ppl.. got chickens, her best frenz, her outside fren, bla bla bla.. it made me give up the thoughts of having chalet.. too many ppl.. fidel having chalet, maybe i will celebrate with him.. i really have no idea wat to do on my bdae!! i still have 1 month plus to think abt.. we bombed feng.. we threw water bombs at her!!! hahahaha.. so funny.. had some fun though..
todae went to laselle to pay my fees, just hop on to bus 12 not long.. a lady seated beside and ah gong stood up and nearly fall on me and sat beside me.. i just find her weird thats all, she sat so close to me, where there are so much space over the other side.. and she kept scratching her legs, like trying to show me something.. lucky its just very near.. wanted to visit my daugh.. but yea, going to be late for work.. so yup didnt make it.. my baby fren came todae, he's so cute la.. his name is andreno curt, wat a nice name.. he loves to bite my cap, my phone.. didnt knoe they taste better than his fries.. and he loves slap my cheeks.. hahaha.. see him on friendster.. he should be uploaded already.. i meant it should be uploaded already..
when i thought i saw u,
i quickly rushed in,
just to avoid u,
phew, it wasnt u..
i wanna see u badly..
but im just too stubborn..
just jae..
choo's bdae coming..
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Monday, May 01, 2006
if i pop by at your cafe.. means i miss you terribly bud.. thats why i dropped by.. not saying it becoz im too shy.. having your company, brings my retarded-ness back..
if i pop by at your boutique.. means miss you terribly daugh, and i know you're very stress.. giving u a stalk of flower and causing your freezeer to look like a garden, is to brighten up your gloomy dae, to tell you that when u c jae, u must be happy..
when bro, i asked u wat happened, whenever u wrote your blog, means im concerned.. and i doesnt want u to bottled up.. i wanna u to share, like all of us did..
pandi, the one who always fight with me.. i like to hear u laugh, its very addictive.. and you laugh at the tiniest joke.. and the answer 'anything'.. it just makes me feel very happie too..
sammies... let's be frenz till we're old and haggard, with wrinkles and saggy breasts and denturesand white grey hair and jae with her walking stick, small eyes with large specs and flowery hawalian shirt with a baggy tights and a macdonald grey hair.. hahahaha..
i've gone bongases.. i have lost my brain, i cannot spell..
sleeping time..
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if i pop by at your cafe.. means i miss you terribly bud.. thats why i dropped by.. not saying it becoz im too shy.. having your company, brings my retarded-ness back..
if i pop by at your boutique.. means miss you terribly daugh, and i know you're very stress.. giving u a stalk of flower and causing your freezeer to look like a garden, is to brighten up your gloomy dae, to tell you that when u c jae, u must be happy..
when bro, i asked u wat happened, whenever u wrote your blog, means im concerned.. and i doesnt want u to bottled up.. i wanna u to share, like all of us did..
pandi, the one who always fight with me.. i like to hear u laugh, its very addictive.. and you laugh at the tiniest joke.. and the answer 'anything'.. it just makes me feel very happie too..
sammies... let's be frenz till we're old and haggard, with wrinkles and saggy breasts and denturesand white grey hair and jae with her walking stick, small eyes with large specs and flowery hawalian shirt with a baggy tights and a macdonald grey hair.. hahahaha..
i've gone bongases.. i have lost my brain, i cannot spell..
sleeping time..
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i don'te know what title to put.. just left it blank.. have been exhausted, lack of sleeps, muscle cramps, bad cough, knee hurts, got fucked and everything.. so yup, jo thats why i apologise.. my brain wasnt functioning.. i have too many things in me.. thats why i wasnt there for you... thats why i sent you sorry.. you got it? being your buddy and i couldnt be there for you.. i felt real bad this few daes.. am still not in good shape.. so i rather, joy will help you.. at least i think he know u better..
coming to why must i make myself exhausted? its not like i have to sell chickens overnight.. its not like im selling babi.. its not like im working in vp with our superwoman.. i just doesnt want to go home and face the tv or com alone.. jie is never home.. zero is not home too.. i miss them.. and me, i have to talk to myself, at times to console myself.. at times i felt like crying.. i have no one except myself.. i rather come home during dawn, when i can hear sound of mom washing dishes and clothes in the kitchen, and hear dad's and mom's voice.. and smells mom's perfume.. and when i woke up.. im all alone..
incident where u've a bro and a buddy who's in trouble.. who will u help first? i was reallie sanwished.. so tired..
having different group of frenz, if i have to open a fucking chalet, is no difference from clubbing.. they will be in seperate places.. they just don'te link.. that leaves me with' i don'te know hw to celebrate my bdae'.. i got no clue, wat to do.. except for having a tattoo..
below are just wat i reallie wanna sae, never wants to pinpoint anyone, so yup, don'te assume is anyone of you who reads my blog..
having too many frenz can be a real pain in the ass
they can be spices to my life..
jae is just plain tired..
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