Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i was stuck on my chair, thinking abt all the things i wanna talk abt on my blog..while i was having my supper half way.. not just that day.. everyday i walked pass that bus stop, i will try to notice whether anyone in black is standing there.. as i was thinking and walking, hah i saw buddy chutx, going to vp.. its been along time since i went to vp and its been a month plus since i last saw yang.. the superwoman..
oh zero was home this morning.. omg, she became so skinny.. she barks non-stop whenever somethings happened that she couldnt see.. finally i had enough of sleep and now, im super awake.. finally my schedule is changed back to like 4 to 10.. not full shift anymore.. not so many at least..
back to my supper, i love to change topic.. mom insist to keep dinner for me.. the reason why i was stuck on my chair, coz i doesnt like to eat healthy food.. not actually healthy when the veg turns yellow.. and when drinking the soup i saw one ikan bilis stuck in between my fork.. i got disgusted.. im scared of swimming ikan bilis.. but not fried..
i feel that this entry is very scatter.. so bear with me..
ytd went down to towner.. saw 'auntie'.. haha i like to disturb her.. she's got a very funny voice, it doesnt suit her face at all.. finally her hair wasnt that messy.. she was my gf, ex gf.. it does sound very messy to ppl doesnt know what im talking abt.. then she was complaining abt me saying that she look like 'auntie' to hazel.. when john and me just reached towner.. hazel got a shock.. haha.. then when i was sitting down with teo, arguing with him abt something, then 'auntie' say "i like her voice", and she gave me that look.. i didnt answered back..
slowly, my yearn and love for you has decreased.
i hope its not instant.
i don'te know why i feel extremely shy to tell teo that 'auntie' looks kinda pretty.
today went down to towner, thought 'auntie' got work, but never..
i have infatuation on 'auntie' i think..
don'te dare to say becoz i think i feel inferior..
at the same time, have a feeling that... sigh
nevermind..
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