Monday, May 01, 2006
i don'te know what title to put.. just left it blank.. have been exhausted, lack of sleeps, muscle cramps, bad cough, knee hurts, got fucked and everything.. so yup, jo thats why i apologise.. my brain wasnt functioning.. i have too many things in me.. thats why i wasnt there for you... thats why i sent you sorry.. you got it? being your buddy and i couldnt be there for you.. i felt real bad this few daes.. am still not in good shape.. so i rather, joy will help you.. at least i think he know u better..
coming to why must i make myself exhausted? its not like i have to sell chickens overnight.. its not like im selling babi.. its not like im working in vp with our superwoman.. i just doesnt want to go home and face the tv or com alone.. jie is never home.. zero is not home too.. i miss them.. and me, i have to talk to myself, at times to console myself.. at times i felt like crying.. i have no one except myself.. i rather come home during dawn, when i can hear sound of mom washing dishes and clothes in the kitchen, and hear dad's and mom's voice.. and smells mom's perfume.. and when i woke up.. im all alone..
incident where u've a bro and a buddy who's in trouble.. who will u help first? i was reallie sanwished.. so tired..
having different group of frenz, if i have to open a fucking chalet, is no difference from clubbing.. they will be in seperate places.. they just don'te link.. that leaves me with' i don'te know hw to celebrate my bdae'.. i got no clue, wat to do.. except for having a tattoo..
below are just wat i reallie wanna sae, never wants to pinpoint anyone, so yup, don'te assume is anyone of you who reads my blog..
having too many frenz can be a real pain in the ass
they can be spices to my life..
jae is just plain tired..
the kiss of imu at