Tuesday, June 27, 2006
happie birthdae to myself..since its my bdae.. happie birthdae to jae, happie birthdae to jae, happie birthdae to myself..
met joyce at kallang todae to go back to school to do our student card.. took bus, we were actually standing infront of this ah mah, and we started chatting away, suddenly she just speak in some dialect, that both of us don'te understand.. so we continued to talk.. wat the hell, she suddenly shout at the both of us, she even used her umbrella..the auntie sat behind her mumbled smth to joyce.. and we went quiet all the way till we reached school.. went up to second level before waiting for gary.. it was rather fast to make our card.. i looked a bit like simpson though.. its only per shot.. so didnt expect it to look nice.. waited for gary.. waited outside the bus-stop to wait for miss sha sha.. she left her house.. i was told she went to Hawaii with a guy she got click on, at which ever bar she's working.. i was shocked pls.. she went to Hawaii with an anonymous guy that u barely know him well.. u may say im conservative or watever.. its just that u don'te know this gal, im rather afraid of her decisions sometime.. waited till like 5.30 and we cabbed down to cinni.. bought tics for 'just my luck'.. went to pasta mania for my pasta, i've been hungered for more than 15 hrs.. half way eating, my phone rang, thought was teo.. he always call me.. nope its miss cutie.. if u were there, u will laugh at my face pls.. my pasta is in my mouth, half way dangling and im staring at my phone.. first reaction: joyce, she called me!! joyce: answered the phone!!..
and now u knew my blog.. i felt so bare.. the gal u like knew everything abt your feelings.. but i knew nothing much abt u.. lucky this morning i didnt blog abt smth i reallie wanna sae.. now i think i must be careful, cause she will be reading it.. i don'te know when.. but some dae..
nu ren acc me talk till 12 am, im finally 18 pls.. before that i teared outside shaw plaza, when i asked teo out to smoke.. hazel and fei might see.. i don'te know.. i felt very empty.. very sad abt smth else.. then i keep mumble to myself, scolding myself.. i think im very weak.. but i missed u guys.. moreover jo, keep asking me wat i wana do.. wat i reallie wanna do.. is leave singapore.. very sad.. but i pick myself up.. i shant be sad.. its my bdae.. cause i tot wat u said..
since im 18, went to 7 eleven to buy ciggs.. i took my student card cum ic out.. unlce tot its 2 different person.. i think i will have difficulty buying ciggs and liquors next time.. teo said thats my bdae biggest joke.. yes it is.. my cake is very special, i got a stick of cigg as my candle and sara lee butter cake from 7 eleven.. hahaha.. so style right.. i felt all my chickens the cake.. stuff them into their mouth.. oh ya i want to be childish tmr.. for the last time.. i got a st pats tie.. gonna wear white long sleeve and that tie out. hahaha.. i got 3 presents.. gonna have 15 more tmr.. so happie.. mommy's sick.. haiz.. im an unfillial daugh.. god pls bless my mom.. she's the best mom i ever had.. thanks for not dumping me or giving me away 13 years ago..
im more sensible than u thought
though i look childish..
u're not even older then me, don'te use words like that on me
use that on urself.. wtf
oh ya thats my life.. none of your business..
i hate ppl to say smth like that, when they mean nth to me..
oh ya, i've always planned my future well..
oh, thanks anyway..
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