Saturday, July 08, 2006
i wasnt in my right mind.. after finished smoking downstairs, i went straight into bathroom.
sat down on the bathroom floor, let the running water gush onto my head, staring in the blank, my mind's blank too, till i heard my message tone, then i came to my senses.. its u who replied..
now is the funny part. i brought my bag in, after i had my bath, only then i realised, i never my towel in.. searching for pails whether there's any towel.. nope, until i realised i have a face towel.. ya a face towel, wat can it cover? either up or down right? i covered neither, i covered my face.. why? at least i wont see anything, won't make me feel more shy.. thats wat i always do, whenever i don'te like to see the person i see or my mom.. but my mom, i never try before.. hahaha..
i don'te see you everyday,
these are just somethings i want to do for you,
let me do it? can?
i hoped to make u feel cared, love? (maybe not yet)..
no matter wat there's jae,( though u don'te call me that)..
no matter how tired i am, i noe u're also very tired.
i just wanna use every bit of my strength i have, to help u..
i don'te know when's the last day i will see you..
but know the day is drewing near..
i wont be able to do as much as i do now, becoz i wont know.. wats going on..
becoz some time, i don'te even know wat to message u abt..
sigh..
just hope u don'te find me bothersome,
just hope u don'te avoid me..
doing so much,not to touched your heart, never carry a hope u will accept me..
becoz its only one- sided..
thats abt it i think..
i will wait.. i have the patience..
last thing, you're not lousy..
don'te ever say that!
i will get angry..
i will not fall for a lousy girl..
you're just blur, cute, nice, caring, passive, quite clever, cool, quite man, cheerful (there's always sadness lies behind the smile?)
more than words can describe
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