Tuesday, July 18, 2006
breathe in breathe out.. im boiling.. boiled.. super angry.. if this goes on..
less than 10 years, i will have heart attack..
less than 8 years, i will go in and out of hospital, prolly ttks..
less than 5 years, doc will say i have high blood pressure, on medication..
to prevent such things happen im trying to relax.. breathe in and out.. u might think its funny.. coz i've not been that angry ever seen months..
when u know im angry, don'te talk to me.. don'te try to make up the mistakes.. don'te provoke me.. don'te ask me why, use ur brain to think.. wait till i talk to you, thats when im chilled, i will look for you.. thats me.. i don'te like to beg or ask for help, unless i realie cant.. if not i wont.. too bad, genes from dad and mom, indeed very strong genes.. STUBBORNESS..
so sad, joyce and me is in different class.. im in k, she's in x.. ahhhhh.. i hope i will either be with feeza, vincent, sha, gary, stefanie, eileen.. someone i know.. if not i gonna bored to death..
when i miss you.. i wont reallie call or sms.. coz i don'te want to disturb u..
i will tell chickens.. or say it to your pics..
sound rather sick.. hahaha..
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