Wednesday, August 02, 2006
does my last entry at friendster blog reflects bad about my school? actuallie im doing fine over there.. just grumbling that i have 4 projects, and they are supposed to be due next week.. thank god, my country save me.. so it will be the following week.. 2 out of 4 i have to pass it up like next week.. its all abt toys! ytd i have like 9-7pm.. morning we had internal drawing.. he really twist our brain.. he place some toys on the table.. and we have to draw wat we see and not wat we know.. the method is blind contour.. and he adds more challenges, wat u see on the table draw it upside down, still using the method, blind contour.. trust me.. if u ever see my sketch book, u wont know wat am i drawing till i explain.. photoshop is still the best class till now.. we took our own pics and edit it, create effects on it.. fun.. 3D, a bit dry.. more on like building something.. more on hands on..
if u find that the first part of my blog is already boring you.. pls skip reading jae's blog.. becoz i find it boring too.. :)
i don'te wish it became some bedtime story..
i've been feeling rather mull up lately.. i don'te feel like smiling, smiles seems so fake.. did someone deflated my lungs? i couldnt laugh heartily.. have i used up my laughing cells? may i know where can i implant more? what's wrong? i don'te know.. i just find that im so different from who i used to be.. did art brain- washed me?
went out with jo todae, were supposed to draw my toys, but i couldnt find the magazine i want.. then went cinni, when the lift door opens i saw this man was like shouting and shouting to this gal.. i have no idea wats wrong, and we went in, and settled down at the xbox, the man came in and scold the other gal.. the gal's mom came.. slowly more man came.. and he's still shouting, i couldnt be bothered with watever they are talking abt... or type the conversation down.. i just know that his a crude, ill mannered, rude father.. police even came.. wth right.. wat a big fuss? can't u settle it at home? why must u make the kid lose face? watever.. none of my concern..
i just want to be single for now.. i don'te reallie mean for only this moment of time..
yes i do feel lonely at times..
but if i know i can't have the right one.. wats the point?
maybe im just too lazy to go tru the process of knowing and la di da..
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