Tuesday, September 26, 2006
quite a few things happened to me.. had a big fight with mom.. having the mentality of killing her.. mom found out i wore binder.. suspecting jie and ash.. suspecting me.. alot of things happened.. but im feeling better now.. much much more.. this are not actuallie wat i want to say.. fight with my mom is 1 of my blow..
my 2nd blow, i went to find little princess, coz chickens say she have been working very often.. went down after external to look for her.. send her home.. the journey back to her home, she's very cold towards me.. only 1 word answer from her mouth.. actuallie i thought i reallie put my feelings down for her, till the next day.. i felt pricks on my heart.. i didnt tell anyone except darren.. when we reached the lift, she asked me this: do you still like me? woah, im shock pls.. i replied: don'te know.. i thought the will be positive answer from her.. nahx.. she told me to give up cause she liked someone else.. at first i thought she said it to shoo me away.. nope, she fallen for my darling.. and i was the one who guessed it right.. i reallie felt pricks on my heart, the next dae i went to find rey.. sigh.. im trying to avoid her, so i kept staying in the office and talk to rey, hazel, rey and jasper..
during external i saw my ex- crush cum eye candy.. simone..
from 3D-big fight with mom-2nd blow.. very sad and very psychotic..
so many things happened to all of us, cliques we should hug each other and give each other support..
u don'te come out from the bathroom, with ur towels on and give me that look..
u don'te give me that stare right into my eyes when i said i felt lonely at times, and that u felt the same too.. and u want a r/s like u guys are frenz, and bla bla..
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