love is in the air ♥

i couldnt continue with the unfinished..i couldnt start too.. jasper said smth.. suddenly i felt mentally challenged.. as in someone other than jo, i do have the thought of finishing my work fast, in order to go help her out like tmr or smth, she told me that when she said she wants to come my house.. but she's been lying to me.. hahaha..
jasper asked me to confess to her.. but i bet she know i like her.. cause her best friend seems to like know smth.. and when best friend know smth, they share..

none of the gals i like or like me cared like how you did.
your act, touched my heart.
i was just sucking my finger, becoz it bleed.
u saw it and u gave me a plaster straight away.. u even asked me whether i want antispectic.
no one bother my injury or cuts before.
whenever i meet her, she will always ask me to eat..
i was still having cough, when she asked me whether i want some prata they bought. i said: nope, im still coughing.. she replied: u want me to cook instant noodles or porridge for you?
awww.. thats so sweet, pls..
i was just merely holding my head..
u didnt hesitate, and u asked whether i want panadol..
and you want me to go sleep straight away..
everything u did might be nothing for you..
but seriously it meant alot for me..
no one cared like how u did..

i wouldnt say like.. i love to wake u up..
so cute la pls..
u will beat me, u will try to kick me.. u will make those very cute noise..
and i will try to snatch your pillow.and u will try to grab my hand and beat me..
i will use the bolster to hit you, then u will make those cute noise..
then when u're awake, i went to to lie down. it became your turn to revenge..
u will use the bolster to beat me..

sorry, if i made u cranky and grumpy todae..
although i didnt..
seeing you cranky, it doesnt make me feel good..
i feel like doing darlie infront of you, to make u laugh..

i shouldnt have said that during 3D lesson..
now u felt as though school torturing..

u are saying as though u're not coming back next semester.
i feel sad..
don go thailand and kill yourself..
u said u're only going to die 10 years later..
don die la.. i don mind u having wrinkled face.. super big ass..
don leave me..
3 months hols.. sigh..

the kiss of imu at 6:35 AM .

im trying to rmb wat i wrote just now.. thanks to my connection in the study room, i cant send my entry. when im 15, 16 u don reallie bother wat time i come home, where i go, who im with. but why when i turned 18 u bother my life.. if u think doing house work for u, gives u more free time to bother my life. i shant do it anymore, so that u don have time to bother me.. its irritating.. i hate to be the only child at home.. now i know why jie rather move out..

met joy and jo went to lucky plaza to have pizzas, nice food. had quite a fun day.. its been quite some time since the 3 of us went out tgt.. went town.. then saw this guy keep turning and turning his head to look at joy.. i was angry and shouted" what are u staring at birdhead". he's got a moehog hair style with a very chinna face.. i don like ppl to discriminate my frenz.. oh a guy stop us to donate some money, so we shared and gave him wat we got, before we left he asked me and jo whether we are couples? cause jo put her hand on my shoulders? or we wore black?

met jo again today, had prata session.. everything was nice except the prata bomb.. jo thought that the ppl is gonna posion us, and she stopped me from eating it.. then went to 7 eleven, cause jo wanna top up her card.. she gave that chap 50 bucks, cause she topping up 30 bucks, and bought a lolly.. the man gave her 30 bucks back.. i asked her how much she topped, the guy keep staring at us.. so i pulled her out.. haha, chap that teach u a lesson, pay more attention of your cashier money.. went to auntie nick's house, to visit charlie, the new puppy and dusty and grandma.. i stopped outside becoz jo said charlie bite her toes.. so grandma thought i didnt come.. cause i take a long time to come in.. watch smallville with jo and grandma.. seating on the sofa having this imagination, im still seating on that sofa and she rushed down the stairs calling out my name sweetly, and sat on my lap showing me smth, with me hugging her and smelling the scent of her hair.. yea go on imagining jae. cause it will never happen..

hazel messaged me, told me that i won the bet.. the bet with darren.. he's wooing another gal in the same store, when both of us ever thought that gal is ugly.. whats wrong with him? she's a scorny, ah lian shit.. why u so despo? no gf will die ar? want to take care of ppl so much? do C.I.P then.. go old folks home.. use ur care and concern correctly.. ah mah, ah gong wont break ur fragile heart.. aiyo.. if he give me the money, chickens, suppers on me!!

ai yo, rey u make me very sad..
go thomson eat prata, very lame ar?

aiyo, u so cute la..
i only realise it when u don'te wear heels..
u make me feel so much taller..
u look like dwarf..

go back to my colouring and drawing
and maybe play dough and wires..

the kiss of imu at 9:26 AM .

had 35 mins talk with my daugh.. haha, we got so crazy.. so funny.. had lots of fun talking to her.. my exam only lasts like 5 mins.. awaiting for 31 october.. after that.. i can loan my lappie out!! hahaha.. anyone need a laptop? hahaha..

you're angry, i only can listen..
have the thoughts of doing smth silly..
BUT don'te have the courage to put or give..
jae, u're such a coward!! sigh..
back to my artistic world~

the kiss of imu at 7:15 AM .

i wrote a whole of my feelings down.. its gone.. im glad too.. becoz i wrote it and sort of like misplaced it.. at least no one will read it.. all right.. sleeping time!!

the kiss of imu at 9:05 AM .

can u guys tell me how u feel when u open your door and u see an apple and an origami on your doorstep? do you find it silly? coz im doing that to the gal i like.. she fall ill, she doesnt want us to visit her.. im very worried.. so i just did that.. nth much abt school i guess. its all abt school.. im catching up and being a good student.. all right thats abt all..

i worry
and i miss
you..
if only u let me take care of you..
u must have slim down alot..

an apple a day keeps the doctor away..

having a little care from jae..
keeps you away from pain..
im acting silly now, i inhaled too much turb(new drug) today..
i inhaled for more than 3 hours.. dizzy and high and crazy..
i should go back to draw coke..

the kiss of imu at 7:54 AM .

im at jo house now.. something wrong with my wireless at home.. so i couldnt blog at home and i couldnt blog and do my researches.. not much to blog.. becoz i have too many, but my brain is blank right now.. and if i start to blog.. i will be very random..

jasper asked me this, are u afraid to lose her?
i told her: no..
because you never belongs to me..
i expected that u will leave..
i doubt i have the right to stop you..
so i treasured the time spent with you..
im contented..
and i probably think i missed or don even have a chance at all..
im just writting my feelings down..

i know u are avoiding jasper and me..
becoz u think that u're dragging us down..
i really feel like messaging u, how's your fever?
don'te give up..
let me know if u're falling, i will stand by you..
don'te give me that no expression face..
don'te give me that face and say u don'te reallie care..
i know you do..

jasper say the both of us don'te match..
i know we don'te..
i told jasper= bro..
i told bro that i don'te mind when u're sad, club with michelle and u..
even though i know there's school tmr..
i know u do listen to me..
i will want u to do ur work with me..
i don'te mind wat u wear, i don'te wish to change u
becoz i like the way who u're..

i love to hear u laugh..

yeah, i don'te deny anymore that i like you..

the kiss of imu at 11:07 PM .