Thursday, November 30, 2006
this thought came into my mind.. when i scolded rey ytd night.. she nearly made hazel cry la.. cannot stand it anymore. becoz i don want everytime i going off i make sure i help to settle everything.. the chickens are very used to me leaving them for a moment and going to somewhere else to work.. before i go.. the last person i wanna talk some senses in, is rey.. so i scolded her instead.. they told me when im angry my ears go red immediately.. good hint, if im angry my ears red.. suddenly rey pushed the topic to fida.. then abt me.. asking me, hey i thought u wanna do that thing for her? then bla bla bla.. i siad, i give up already.. but i cannot forget her.. not so soon.. maybe next year.. how long it takes.. i donnoe..
and i wanna say this before i turn in, my regret before this yr ends.. i regret naming u my bro.. knowing at times u are using me.. or us.. now u got small brother, don want us.. expired... now is not u leave us.. i kick u out.. don come to us, during malaysia trip.. u prolly go to chun heng.. have fun.. everytime i ask u to think when u talk for many reasons.. joke to a limit.. many.. thanks to you.. i have less problems.. u are a damned bloody coward.. one of a troublemaker.. another piece of shit.. enjoy.. peace out.. think? why do i say so, for a reason? think la.. u can forget us like that? i can erase u like that.. im always the winner, without you,i bound to live in heaven haha.. mean, right hazel? darren teo.. im not someone who cannot live w/o this particular person, and i will die.. and i think u mean nth to me, saying all this doesnt made me wanna cry or sad.. anger!!
in the chickens, im always the least problems, the devil and the peacemaker.. no one ask whether i have a problem.. sad.. maybe im not a attention seeker, don have a problematic face, quiet towards my own problem.. give me some care and concern.. haha.. i don cry, don shout don vent anger doesnt mean im fine.. haha.. nvm, if i share with u my problem, u only can listen.. thats all i need.. thank you for reading.. if it bores u, sms me, tell me wat u wanna read.. i will write.. haha
saw an grandma go around beg for money, i gave her a dollar.. she fuckingly passed the money to this bloody bald fucker with 4 limbs.. u can work la! ur mother or whoever is limping.. u took the money go buy ciggs.. i see u one more time, i confirm call police!! i don care.. i tell the police straight.. i don care if u come find me, kill me.. don ever let me catch u again.. if not becoz of my stupid phone and lousy skills.. i will post this on and sent an email to the police post, catch u..
im exhausted..
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