Tuesday, November 21, 2006
i reached home around 4 plus am.. now 5 plus am, later meeting josh 10 am.. i only realised that im meeting josh and rey at 10.. im thinking should i sleep a not.. haha, m/s might be cancelled.. most probably will..suprisingly joy came down to novena to find me during the crowd time.. sorrie darling, no time to even say hi.. im sorry.. i need some time before i can get back to you again.. don ask me why..
faz and me walk to shaw then walked all the way to towner, coz no bus.. not tat we have no bucks.. no point paying 6 bucks just to towner when its only like 4 bus stop away? so we walked.. talked.. i came to understand faz more.. besides darren teo.. he don usually express himself much.. he endured everything till he couldnt. but he's still enduring.. something in him that i admire him abt.. open the door saw ade, she say today very happening, so many ppl come down.. stayed awhile.. i sent him to the bus stop.. wen to sit at adams corner with the juniors, teo and curly(the nick i give him).. they left.. they paid walked back.. sat down and wait for jasper and marlon to finish his work.. went to smoke, jasper wants me to guess wats his age.. i said 24, ade guess 25.. both wrong.. jasper was agitated.. coz marlon look younger but actuallie older than jasper.. too bad la sir, u got a cute pauchy tummy, and a serious looking face.. where else, he still have the elvis presley hair style with a manly look.. hahaha..
went to adams corner again.. eat and eat only.. c-jae wong, from fat to fatter man.. but i walk alot.. so i maintained.. but i find that my face getting more chubby.. its covering my eyes.. haha.. ade eat and eat.. but in the end she went to puke.. poor thing..
i suspect im suffering from lungs infection too.. im having flu, coughing and coughing non stop.. wanting to puke.. the more i smoke and eat chicken the more i cough.. more i cant breathe.. my windpipe seems to be stuck with plegms..
went to hazel house playground with darren, hilmi and me.. 4 of us chatting.. this is the first time hilmi tell me abt his love life.. talking abt everything.. when crooks come tgt.. we are not shy to say wats our fucking, idiotic stupid past..
when we talked abt this i kept thinking.. why i cant maintain a long term? then i took my job hop experience as an example.. i like to try new jobs, new environment, new things, new ppl.. how can i be true to one if im so choosy or maybe flirt? am i? i ponder.. im still pondering..
sometime i think im talking like you
somethings i do, i will think back abt wat u've done..
its all in my head..
im also pondering abt this.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _
now there's a _ h _ _ _ _ _ _
there was a missing H in ur name before i met u..
did u fpund that missing H already?
isnt a him or her?
the kiss of imu at