love is in the air ♥

can i take it that i donnoe wat happen?
im reallie confused..
fate is really playing me..
im stuck,
im in a dillemma..

do u know wat are u gonna go through when u say so?
this is no normal relationship..
are u prepared?
are u serious?
am i dreaming?
i couldnt believe my own ears..
maybe i don believe gf's mouth.
till today, hazel told me..

i have spent a good time with u at kukup..
as in i talk to you, i play with you, joke, disturb u..
i miss ur presence, if i don see u around..
i need more advice..
will u wait a little longer? for me?

the kiss of imu at 12:35 PM .

now its 5 in the morning.. mom just open my door and invite me to have breakfast w her.. omg.. i dn have to sleep.. thinking abt my sister.. whenever she sees me, she will ask me, how u and the gal? thinking abt that makes me laugh.. she never fails to ask me that man., i always missed the time to meet her.. now she's an agent much more difficult.. sigh.. wat a big bed, no sis no ash no gf.. yawn, im going to run on my treamill.. my ass need some exercise.. since my brains are shut off..

the kiss of imu at 1:21 PM .

well no one likes to settle stuff, nor listening to whine complains, well jae have to do the shits then.. well i cleared most of the shits.. now im bored.. come on ppl stir up smth for me to do man.. haha.. jae ar, asking for trouble only.. i shut myself off for a month, trying to cry almost everynight, so scared to dream of u.. u will only appear in my dreams..
don bother abt me. i bet i will be fine.. i always do.. :) finally, i cried.. rmb the last time i cry or tear to darren, and he couldn understand me, more over in her hse.. finally i can get my ass seated, and cry.. lucky, they didnt hear.. we'll im just forcing the tears in my eyes to roll down my cheeks, and sneeze when there's a need.. im still shutting myself off.. well what can i do? wat can u do? nothing can be help other than time..
i rejected the invitation to MOS like tonight 'milkshake'. i don want to see you there, .. sorry sha..
at least i told u the reason..
jo, u know why i don want to follow?
well, i know u can deal w this urself..
ur a big gal.. if u really really need me..
call me, i will carry my phone w me tmr..
just for you. (although i doubt there's a need)

joy, if u want to know wat happen to me..
ask jo..
she knows everything..
after knowing everything..
don ask me anything..
sorry that u're not one of the first one to know..

im hungry.. how to sleep?

the kiss of imu at 12:39 PM .

To: joy
don ask me why i keep turning u away from me..
im sorry..
i just don noe why..
anyway, take care..
i'll meet u soon..

yea, there's nothing exciting for me to type inside this blog..
cause nothing exciting happen to me..
work and work, chickens, peace maker, middle man.. bla bla bla..
tanglin doesn want me..
harry never call me..
sigh..
nobody wants jae..
sad..

the kiss of imu at 11:23 AM .

now is 5 plus in the morning, my dear mommy haven wake up.. so sad.. i didnt want to sleep becoz i want to see my mommy.. 2 daes i never see her.. i have very less time to spend w her.. i feel sad too.. im watching rob-b-hood now.. baby damned cute la.. i wonder does he reallie exist..
i don have the feeling to write wat happen in malaysia.. i enjoyed..
tell you the details, when i feel like writting long blogs.. :)

don feel like blogging anymore..

the kiss of imu at 1:52 PM .