Friday, April 20, 2007
ytd i giggled alot at around 3 am. i laughed and do my work. when i typed my blog. i cried. then i laugh again. jasper was so scared of me. but today i cannot laugh. i was so tired in the morning. jasper and me slept at 5 am in the morning woke up 9 in the morning to pack up everything. and decide whether to paint or not. we didnt paint. but i got an acheivement we designed and drew on the A0 size paper. which is 1.2 by 1.5m length. kinda cool.
i donnoe how to talk to you.
the anger is there.
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
well i don reallie want to write something sad over here. almost everytime i type my blog. its all abt things that are sad. it just clashes. i donnoe why. well, i have jasper here with me tonight to do project. level 0 ending soon. and soon i can get out of here, and do wat i want to major in. sweets sch started. tp super pervert pls. pervertic design sch please. do some stupid things over there. mass dance, fucking loads of cheers, midnight walk in sentosa. mad designers. well im the attitude designers. i meant the weird and the attitude one. thats me.
well i admit im also in the wrong.
but it seems like u don'te know that im worried abt you.
im always the one msging you. calling you.
well had fun till u forget me right?
understand.
yes i was being unreasonable in the afternoon.
fine.
why must u try to care ONLY AFTER every little arguments?
why must i always remind you?
i feel so tired, you know?
do i reallie mean so little to you?
u reallie make me feel so.
no matter how busy i am
i am having assessment, my final yr assessment.
i can dig out my fucking time because of you!
just a call or msg. so hard to press ar?
if im so unimportant to you.
leave pls.
stop hurting me this way.
i fucking don like this kind of feeling.
i have enough.
stop hurting me.
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
i had infections on my ear. had on and off fever for 2 days. bed-ridden for 2 and half days. had flu and cough. mommy suspect i having dengue fever. but i wasnt. i felt stupid, as though the flu virus attacked my brain, and ate almost all of my cells. sounds kinda retarded here. but its true. or maybe lose too much blood. ear bled. having menses too. lose too much blood. sweets was so worried. she been taking care of me. i think i have been giving her sleepless night. sorry sweets. thank you for taking care of me. i felt guilty. jo, i need u to take the ring out. maybe im really not suitable for piercing.
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
sigh, mommy's nagging that sweets stay in our house wasting water and electric bill. well not just mom. dad too. i feel very sad. why she changed her mind so fast? first she say she like sweets, slowly. she changed. sigh. money changed ppl's mind alot man.haiz. sweets cant come my house alr. well i have to do smth else now. sweets 3 more weeks, give me these 3 more weeks, assessment will be over. i will have more time to acc you when u go school. and i will earn more money, i want to give you luxuries. more love, more time. spending more time with each other, doesnt need to always stay in my house yea. we can always do more many other things. we can go through every hurdles together. we can make it long
thank you for coming down ytd.
im so happy to see you.
im so excited.
your birthday coming!
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