Tuesday, May 08, 2007
feeling lethargic right now.but i have got nothing much to do. so decided to blog. don wish to waste my brain cells just like that. well, had a fight with sweets few days ago. but was settled under this bridge,where we were feeding mosquitos. both of my feets are bitten. so were hers. we nearly ended everything there.after the fight, have been thinking alot. felt that i have changed alot. i know why after so long we still have some quietness and maybe awkwardness. i find that my egoistical overcomes me at times, having that stupid never wants to lose kind of attitude. and having that kind of attitude like as though i don'te trust her. and kept thinking she will leave me, irritated her. don'te know what's wrong with me. i think she felt that the corina she knows from the start had change tremendously. slowly changed to not the one she loves anymore. i shouldnt be so mean, and just speak my mind off, like nobody business. yes i may be right at times. jae, at times you are only right. but most of the time u were talking nonsense, finding excuses to defend yourself. felt so hermit. well im one of hermit's family. have some hermit genes i guess. defending myself so much till, i could said something like that. sigh. ultimate disgrace~ having you with me, i should careless abt anything else. and shouldnt listen to others or being manipulate by others should hold a strong stand that our love will blossom.
sweets, thank you for that forgiveness. thank you for holding on to loving me. thank you for doing those for me.
sweets, im not hard hearted, im soft hearted. sorry that at times i stand too much tme of yours till you feel as though you lost many of your friends. always say you very selfish. i think the most selfish one is me. i reallie feel very sleepy right now. i will edit it if i have more thoughts. i doubt thats all.
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