Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other Out here forever
I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
went out with joy ytd, like finally.
its been so long since i last met him. we were busy. cut my hair. went to bugis.
wanted to give my baby a little surprise.
supposed to get keychains for her. its for the keys i made.
but instead i got us rings.
was satisfied with the rings i bought. went to GWC
to look for jo.
and cabbed home tgt.
i pissed joy off.
im sorry, maybe its just distance that i felt between us.
i was happily home, preparing everything, that i have.
even took pictures. made presentation.
waiting for baby's arrival.
the surprise did shock her. but not to my expectations.
when we went to the room,
i told her i sense the love from her wasn't there.
i was'nt being sensitive.
my intuition was right.
her feelings confused, she don'te know wat she wants.
i learnt my lessons, by not shouting at her.
talk to her. accompained her cry.
at that moment i told her, i so hope u can have that kind of thinking u used to have,
abt forgetting wat happened the next day.
so that we can still be a couple.
my naive moments.
i know it will not happened.
well, we still react normally the next day
i know my heart hurts badly,
but i still talk to her nicely, normally.
i almost felt like crying the whole time.
but i bear it for almost 12hours.
till i cried in the train alone, when i was going home.
when i saw ur msg
never aspect you to call.
was rather shock and don'te know wat to say.
sigh.
i so wanna club drink and vomit and cry non stop.
baby, im prepared for watever answer you wanna give,
i don'te want to pester you nor disturb you.
i love you, my ring and me will still wait for you.
no one is qualified for that ring, except you.
just felt this song came in the right time.
so i just put this up.
well buds, this is wat happened.
im fine. don'te ask.
thanks. much appreciated.
the kiss of imu at