Friday, December 07, 2007
Im just staring in the screen, cause I couldn’t connect into my blog. Tears kept dripping down my face. Heart hurts a lot. Playing music that I shouldnt played. The music of us. You are my everything, you know? Baby. I can no longer call you that. You don belong to me already. I asked her a lot of things. Whether can I this or that. Im asking too much. While talking to her, the cab ad puts Jaywalking kills. I felt like letting the cars bang me. Fly and bye everyone. That’s the end of me. No hurt no pain. Im selfish. But I didn’t been thru smth like that before. Not that long. Its going to be our anni soon. It’s the between the 7th to 8th dec.
this was wat i wanted to blog previously.
tears still dripping though. actuallie i had this feeling after wat happened to cyrus. got this feeling that you will leave me. im just trying to lie to myself that its not. you broke the lie, because you wouldnt want to hurt me no more. but it reallie hurts to know the truth.
don leave me will you, i feel so fragile w/o you.
the kiss of imu at