love is in the air ♥

will be will be..

don'te wish to see you that often..
don'te wish to have any eye contact while talking.. (i'd rather look somewhere else)
don'te wish to care at all ( i just can't help, but will still do it)
don'te wish to listen to any more things, coz it still hurts (at times)

BUT

while getting hurt, am i getting anyone involved?
is there someone somewhere feeling my pain too?
if that's the case, i shan't confide in her that much.
i don'te want anyone to feel my pain..

i'd rather be as happy as i could..
though i know im not reallie..
i have to try..

don'te wanna try don'te wanna try don'te wanna try no more..
i forgot the lyrics..

i just wanna cook.. hahaha..

who wish to be my guinea pig?

Birthday was great. nope superb.. i was on cloud nine when i saw that digi cam.. very big thank you to S.D, christmin, feng tong lei and carmen, TOMOALIGATOGONZAMASISHITA.

Next present, made me melt~ presenting: Fossil watch, from yusaishoku staff.. so touching neh. haha i feel so pampered and fortunate. Big thank you to: my bro cyrus, the one who went to choose the watch: jia hui, the rest who fork out money: ivy lao jie, juliet the miss blush blush, jeff mr niang, auntie susan miss cute auntie, grace the grass, linda the hot mom.. erm i think thats all right?

although cakes all over my face, but still im happy..
sorry ade i smashed the cake, but thank you very much.. the cake was yum yum.

unforgettable Birthday.. thank you for turning up everyone, you made my day..

the kiss of imu at 10:14 AM .

i pressume not many ppl will turn up for my chalet, got a feeling though.. i hope all of u guys will turn up seriously.. i haven seen many friends, buddies for very long time, this will be the place to reminisce the past? i missed the good old times.. i don'te care how drunk will i get on that day.. i just wanna be really happy.. well, after that i will be joining Yusaishoku as a supervisor. so yea..

well had the same nightmare again.. i only told s.d abt that.
is it becoz of the days drewing near?
or am i.....

don want to think so much..

i only want to be happy..

the kiss of imu at 10:56 AM .

went fairprice with mom and dad. after getting quite a lot of stuff, the queue is horribly long. cause some ppl is preparing for war. two trolley full of food. oh my gosh. or they buying for the ppl at sichuan, 4 carton of eggs. cholestrol man.. an egg a meal 1 inch on your belly. we queued on the longer ones, coz mom thought it will be faster since the ones infront of us beside that 2 waruls, it should be faster. but i have a better sight. coz that fairprice butch was faster than that 2 man counter i was queueing pls.

The moral of the story is: actuallie 2 dicks is not as strong as half dick.
ouch to all dickheads.

and anyway the prices is fairprice aren't that fair anyway.

the kiss of imu at 2:07 AM .

im here to inform ppl that i have a chalet on 28 june, which is my bdae.
And i wish i could have either of these for my Birthday: Fossil Fuel watch.
New Digi Cam
nice tee from that design shop
cool trucker caps
nice belt
Get me any of this, i will be a happy bung. (do u want me to be happy?) smirk
Booze and Food will be on me.

thats abt all. the rest i will buy myself. haha.
Ku990 handphone
that bag
new closet

the kiss of imu at 1:41 AM .

living in denial- its just a phrase i will keep popping up in any conversation or to anyone for this period of time.
talk a bit of wat happened then. the verdict is, im loving the dead. she's lonely but just wana be single. wats so wrong was, the ex couples went out tgt. to furu bath and swimming. and that piony is a liar. he didnt turned up.

oh ya i told steffan, my heart's dead, my liver is hardening soon, my lungs are half filled with tar, i predict by the age of 35 the whole left side of my body will be paralyzed.hahaha.

i might be falling for the present, but deeply in love with the dead.

let me present to you this song.
i was listening to it when walking home.

A hundred days have made me older
(liar)
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
(pretty, but wasn't as pretty as before)
A thousand lies had made me colder
(obviously i learnt)
and I don’t think I can look at this the same
(yea, once beaten, twice shy)
all the miles that separate,
disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
(yes, u're dead)
but you're still on my lonely mind
(yes, never left my cells, ever since the day u walk)
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
(always when my mind's empty)
I’m here without you baby
(yes, u're dead)
but you're still with me in my dreams
(yes, my sadistic fairytale)
And tonight it’s only you and me
(god took my precious gift away)

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
(thats when i became polite)

I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go
(if only )
I’m here without you baby

the kiss of imu at 8:40 AM .

heaved a sigh. its been ages, this prolly my last entry for this L.O.V.E blog. this blog sees us through. so its time to end it. leave it. let it rot. let passer by to drop by and read the love. leaving this love behind, coz i have no love in me anymore. not for the near future.

i don'te need love, i might need a guinea pig. to test the food i cook next time. i decided to go RITC, to be a chef. i want to wear that cool uniform soon pls. even though i have to put CHEF WONG or CORINA WONG. its still cool. my career.

no more jokes, im no longer young, might die soon also. i don know its sprained back or kidney prob.

nothing's more impt than career.

ask me that stupid joke, i might tell. hahaha. i only told daddy though. i feel so money-minded.

leaving everything to fate. (love)
bye bye L.O.V.E

the kiss of imu at 10:13 AM .

off today. supposed to meet sha sha. but she didnt pick up my call, neither did she replied my msg ytd. woke up around ten plus, lay on the sofa, watching the time past. till like 12, i decided to call her. to prolly wake her up, she sounds very weak, she told me she's sick. so i said lets meet out for lunch, just near her house, cause i know she are'nt feeling well, and my protection is with her. i don'te know is it coincidence or wat, i just withdrew money and the bus is here. when i was checking the time, the other bus to her house is here too. everything was so smooth though. waited a while, i saw her pale look, really looked very sick. chat a bit asked her how's the trip and everything. she got me some tarts. prolly it was'nt easy getting it, cause they were always in the hotel. after lunch, asked her whether she wanna see the doc. so yup, went to doc. she's having fever though. saw this very cute dog.. so cute so small.. she insisted on working. so yup i let her be. im worried. seriously worried.
pls take care..

the kiss of imu at 7:14 AM .

im seating in mac now. trying to blog. don know what to blog though. feel like convincing my mom so i could leave the country. as in with her, i couldnt find anyone else that could. i want to have a gathering during christmas with my chickens. but it doesnt seems that appealing as i donnoe everyone's free or do they wanna face each other. its very political.im also afraid some might not turn up. if new year, i have to count my stocks and do the necessarily things. kinda bad day.

i actuallie found the course i wanna take, just have to let mom know thats all.

i tear before i slept ytd.
i miss you so much. can i even tell you that?
sigh.....
don force me to take that ring out.
let me do it myself.
i know when im ready.

the kiss of imu at 1:23 AM .